"In This Life, Believe Me" Chapter 6 — This Time, We Use the Betrayer
Chapter 6 — This Time, We Use the Betrayer
Deputy Chief Ward did not answer immediately.
She turned the Operation Breakwater file toward me.
Adrian Cole’s name appeared on the first page.
"Lieutenant Cole volunteered twenty minutes ago," she said. "Given his experience, I approved the request."
"Withdraw it."
Adrian’s expression did not change. "No."
"Kane knows your face. You arrested two of his lieutenants last year. You won’t survive a week inside his organization."
"Then the operation waits for another candidate."
"There isn’t another candidate."
Ward looked between us. "I’m going to refill my coffee while the two of you decide whether this is a strategy meeting or a family argument."
When the door closed, I faced Adrian.
"You remember the cemetery."
His control broke.
"I remember all of it."
"The warehouse?"
"Every frame."
"Then you know Kane’s routes, his safe houses, his command structure—because I learned them. I spent four years inside. You didn’t."
"I also know what he did to you."
Adrian moved closer, his voice rough.
"I will not watch you walk into that warehouse again."
"This time, you won’t be watching. You’ll be listening."
"No."
"Daniel dies if we do nothing. Twelve officers die. Kane floods three states with fentanyl and disappears for years. I remember enough to stop all of it."
"And if one detail changes?"
"Then I adapt. That is what undercover officers do."
Deputy Chief Ward returned before either of us could continue. She set her coffee beside the file and looked directly at me.
"Convince me without referring to Lieutenant Cole."
I named three shipping companies Kane secretly controlled, two warehouse leases registered to his accountant’s sister, and the month his organization would begin recruiting through waterfront clubs. None of it had happened yet.
Ward wrote down every detail.
"Source?"
"A source who cannot testify."
"That answer will not survive federal review."
"Verify the first warehouse. When you find the false wall and the unregistered loading bay, come back and ask me about the other two."
Ward’s attention sharpened.
"You have forty-eight hours," she said. "Until then, no one enters this operation."
Her team found the false wall in six.
That evening, Adrian and I met in a secure conference room to draft a preliminary plan while Ward reviewed my authorization.
The door opened behind me.
My father stepped inside and locked it.
"I heard enough," he said. "You are not going."
"Dad—"
"I identified your bones. I touched what was left of your hands. Do not ask me to send you back to the man who did that."
I wanted to be only his daughter for one minute. I wanted to let both men build walls around me and pretend the people who died in my first life were no longer my responsibility.
But Daniel was downstairs, alive because time had given us another chance.
"You raised me to believe the badge means something," I said. "Was that only true until the person in danger was me?"
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Owen flinched.
"My life matters. So do theirs. I am not asking permission to die. I am asking you to help me come home."
The three of us stood in silence.
At last, my father looked at Adrian.
"You become her sole contact. No rotating handlers. No unsecured channels. She checks in twice a day, and if she misses one window, we activate extraction."
Adrian shook his head. "Owen—"
"You wanted to take her place. This is how you protect her without taking away her choice."
I added my own conditions.
"Daniel stays off the primary channel. No complete undercover roster exists on any single server. Every file is watermarked to identify who opens it."
We added emergency phrases that could be spoken naturally under surveillance. One meant I was being watched. Another meant Kane had changed locations. If I ever said, "The tide is coming in," Adrian would activate extraction without asking me to confirm.
I demanded one more rule.
"If I order you to protect the other officers instead of me, you follow the operational priority."
Adrian’s answer was immediate. "No."
"Then you cannot be my handler."
He stared at me for a long moment.
"I will follow your call unless the intelligence says you are already compromised."
It was not complete surrender, but it was the first time he treated my judgment as equal to his fear.
"Agreed."
"And Natalie?" Owen asked.
"We don’t arrest her yet."
Adrian understood before my father did.
"We feed her something."
"She wants to contact Kane," I said. "Let her. This time, she sends exactly what we need him to see."
By sunset, we had built the bait.
The file described Eva Marlowe, a dockside courier arrested with stolen pharmaceuticals. According to the false report, she had rejected a cooperation deal and vanished before police could charge her. The photograph was a digitally altered version of me with black hair and a scar across one eyebrow.
Kane would see a skilled smuggler under pressure.
I would see the beginning of my new identity.
We placed the file in a locked drawer at my father’s house and made sure Natalie saw Owen put the key inside his coat pocket.
I gave her the final push over dinner.
"Dad thinks the woman in that file can lead us to Kane," I said, pretending to lower my voice. "If she disappears, the whole operation collapses."
Natalie’s fork paused halfway to her mouth.
"What woman?"
I immediately looked guilty. "Forget I said anything. The file is classified."
"Of course. I would never ask you to break the rules."
She smiled and changed the subject.
Under the table, her hand closed around the spare key she had lifted from my father’s coat while hugging him hello.
Then we waited.
Adrian and I watched the live security feed from an unmarked van across the street.
For three hours, Natalie did nothing.
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"You don’t have to forgive me," Adrian said quietly.
I kept my eyes on the monitor. "This is not the time."
"There may never be a good time. I learned that once."
I turned toward him.
"I loved you in our first life," he said. "I loved you when you confessed. I loved you when I rejected you, and I loved you every day I spent hunting you. I was too afraid to tell the truth until there was a grave between us."
The words struck the part of me that had once waited years to hear them.
But that woman had drowned.
"Love did not make you believe me."
"I know."
"Love did not stop you from calling me a traitor."
"I know."
"Then don’t ask me to reward your regret."
He lowered his eyes.
"I’m not asking. I’m telling you the truth while I still have the chance. What you do with it is yours."
Movement flashed on the monitor.
Natalie entered my father’s study.
She removed the key from the coat pocket, opened the drawer, and photographed every page of the Eva Marlowe file.
I put on my earpiece.
"Recording confirmed. Hold positions."
Natalie returned the file and hurried upstairs. A signal appeared on the task force receiver when she powered on the same model of encrypted phone she had used in our first life.
Adrian’s hand closed around the van’s door handle.
"Not yet," I said.
On-screen, Natalie attached my altered photograph to a message addressed to Victor Kane.
Police are building a case against this woman. She can give you access to Pier Nineteen. Recruit her before they find her.
My father’s voice came through the earpiece.
"Evie, give the word."
I watched Natalie place her thumb over SEND.
In my first life, one message had killed me.
In this one, it would open the door I needed.
"Let her send it."
Natalie pressed the button.
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