"Obsessive Virtual Boyfriend Is a Billionaire" Chapter 17

"What about you?" she asked.

"What about me?" His voice carried the same measured control he always exuded.

"You grew up in a house large enough to lose a small country in, according to the financial news I accidentally fell down a rabbit hole reading three days ago." She tilted her head, curious but cautious.

Lucien's expression shifted subtly, a trace of alertness brushing across his otherwise composed facade. "You read about my family."

"I read about Vale Group's restructuring and couldn't stop clicking. Your father's second marriage was headline news for a week."

"It was," he said simply, looking out the window. "She was very good at performing warmth publicly."

"Your stepmother?"

"Yes," he replied, tone flat but weighted with meaning. "Close up… you learned not to speak unless addressed. Not to leave things out of place. Not to let your hunger or loneliness be visible. Legible things invited comments."

"Lucien—"

"I'm not telling you this for sympathy," he interrupted softly. "Just to explain."

"When did you stop being lonely?" Elowen asked, her amber eyes searching his.

He was quiet long enough for her to think he might deflect, but he didn't. He was watching her, and something in his expression was open in a way she hadn't seen before — the careful, deliberate vulnerability of a person deciding how much of themselves to reveal.

"I didn't," he admitted finally. "Not until recently."

The air shifted between them, thickening, charged with awareness and unspoken desire. Elowen felt it before she could name it, the tension that preceded confessions neither was ready to fully articulate.

She picked up her mug again, drinking the lukewarm tea without tasting it, the mundane act grounding her. 

"I should check on some work," he said, breaking the tension.

"Yes," Elowen exhaled slowly..

Inside her own apartment, Sunny lifted his head from his nest of couch cushions and immediately read the entire situation from her face.

"Don't," Elowen said.

His tail wagged.

She stood there in the middle of her warm, cluttered apartment for a moment, listening to the rain, and thought about everything Lucien had not said.

It somehow occupied more space than everything he had.

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It started, absurdly, with a picture frame.

Elowen had owned the print for three years: a reproduction of a watercolor landscape, pale blue hills dissolving into morning mist, the kind of quiet image she had bought at a Sunday market for twelve euros because it felt like the visual equivalent of a deep breath. It had been leaning against her bedroom wall since the nail she'd attempted to hang it on had stripped the plaster in a way that suggested the entire building was held together by optimism and joint compound.

She mentioned it on Wednesday evening without thinking. She and Lucien were standing in the small gap between her kitchen and the hallway, passing the time between his finished tea and her remembered deadline, and she had gestured vaguely toward the bedroom doorway while explaining why her apartment would never look like anything from an interior magazine.

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"The nail pulled out of the wall," she said. "I think I'd need a drill, actually. And I don't own a drill. And honestly the whole situation has evolved into a metaphor for my relationship with home improvement."

Lucien had looked toward the doorway.

Said nothing for a moment.

Then, on Thursday morning, knocked on her door with a small cloth bag.

"I have a drill," he said.

Elowen stared at the bag. Then at him. "You cannot be serious."

"The frame has been on the floor for three years." He said it without inflection. "That seems inefficient."

"That seems incredibly presumptuous."

"Would you prefer I leave?"

She stepped back from the door.

Sunny, who had arrived at full speed, pressed immediately against Lucien's knees and then trotted ahead into the apartment like he was showing a visitor around a property he personally owned.

The picture frame was exactly where she'd left it, propped against the baseboard with the kind of patient resignation that only inanimate objects could manage. Lucien crouched beside it without being asked, lifted it carefully, examined the backing.

"Where do you want it?" he asked.

"On the wall, I suppose."

He looked up at her, and something about the quiet patience in his expression made her laugh despite herself.

"Center of that wall," she said, pointing. "Higher than eye level. I don't know. You're taller than me, you figure out eye level."

"Your eye level or mine?"

"Mine. It's my apartment."

He stood and held the frame against the wall at what her eye level would be. The ease of it — the way he simply understood without requiring three rounds of clarification — was doing something irritating to her chest.

"There," she said.

He marked the spot with a pencil from his bag.

The drilling was brief, precise, and so controlled that Sunny barely startled. Lucien inserted the wall anchor, set the screw, tested its stability, and then lifted the frame again.

"Come here," he said.

Elowen crossed the room.

"Hold this side level," he said. "Tell me if the left edge drops."

She reached up to hold the left side of the frame against the wall. Her arm stretched at an angle. She was close enough to him now to notice the particular scent of his shirt — clean fabric and something faintly cedar-like, restrained and precise, of course, because everything about him was — and to be acutely aware that his shoulder was approximately three inches from her face.

"Straight?" she asked.

"Almost." He adjusted the right side fractionally. "Now."

She reached slightly higher.

Her fingers slipped on the frame's edge at the same moment his hand moved to steady it.

His fingers closed around her hand.

The contact was small. Deliberate only in the way that automatic things became deliberate the instant they registered. His hand covered hers — warm, larger, the slight roughness of his palm against her knuckles — and then, for exactly two seconds too long, neither of them moved.

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The frame hung correctly on the wall.

Nobody acknowledged this.

Lucien's thumb rested at the edge of her wrist. She could feel her own pulse there. She had the irrational, specific certainty that he could feel it too.

Then his hand released hers, and he stepped back with the same controlled quiet he brought to every movement, and turned to pack the drill back into its case.

Elowen lowered her arm.

"Perfect," she said, mostly to have something to do with her voice.

"Mm."

She looked at the painting. The pale hills, the morning mist. It looked better on the wall than it ever had on the floor. Obviously. That was where it was supposed to be.

"Thank you," she said.

"It took twelve minutes."

"I've been avoiding it for three years, so those twelve minutes feel significant."

He closed the cloth bag and straightened.

When he turned back to her, he was wearing the expression she had started to think of privately as his deliberate composure face — the one that appeared when something had affected him and he was choosing not to say so.

"Elowen," he said.

"Hm?"

A pause.

"The frame looks correct."

She stared at him.

That was absolutely not what he had been about to say.

"Right," she agreed, carefully. "Yes. Good."

Sunny was sitting between them with the alert, satisfied expression of a golden retriever who understood that something significant had just happened and found the entire situation extremely promising.

"You're not helpful," Elowen told him.

His tail swept the floor.

Lucien moved toward the door. She followed, mostly because her legs were doing that on their own. He picked up his bag from the entryway table. Turned with his hand on the door handle.

"You haven't eaten lunch," he said.

"It's eleven-thirty."

"You haven't eaten breakfast either."

"How do you—" She stopped. Shook her head. "Never mind. I had half a protein bar."

"That doesn't count."

"That absolutely counts."

"I'll bring something by at one."

It was not a question. It never quite was, with him, but he delivered it gently enough that the absence of a question mark was somehow not alarming. It was simply the way Lucien Vale expressed care — as a fact he had already decided, offered for her consideration, not quite withdrawable but never forceful.

"You don't have to—"

"I'm aware of that."

She looked at him.

He looked back.

"One o'clock," she said.

Something loosened infinitesimally around his eyes.

"Yes," he said.

After the door closed, Elowen turned and stood in the middle of her apartment and stared at the painting on the wall, now perfectly hung, and felt the ghost of his hand over hers with a clarity that was becoming difficult to categorize as ordinary.

Sunny nudged her ankle.

"I know," she whispered. "I know."

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