"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 19 Dawn Through Broken Glass
Seraphina woke to warmth.
Not the fire.
That had burned down hours ago.
This was steadier.
Closer.
For several slow seconds she stayed half-asleep beneath the blankets, listening to wind move softly against the cabin walls while pale morning light filtered through the frost-covered windows.
Then awareness arrived all at once.
Her cheek rested against Lucien’s chest.
One of his arms had somehow ended up loosely around her waist during the night, the heavy wool blanket wrapped around both of them while snowlight spilled quietly across the cabin floor.
Seraphina froze.
Not because she felt threatened.
Which, frankly, might have been worse.
Lucien remained motionless beside her, head tilted slightly back against the wall, dark hair falling loose across his forehead while morning light softened the sharp exhaustion beneath his eyes.
Still awake.
Of course he was still awake.
“You know,” she murmured carefully, “most people would pretend to be asleep in this situation.”
A faint smile appeared without him opening his eyes.
“Most people don’t hear heartbeats through walls.”
“That’s deeply unsettling.”
“It’s also true.”
Seraphina became abruptly aware of several deeply inconvenient details simultaneously:
the cold weight of his hand resting lightly against her waist beneath the blanket;
the slow rhythm of his breathing against her cheek;
the fact that sometime during the night she’d moved closer instead of farther away.
Catastrophic.
She pushed herself upright too quickly and immediately regretted it when pain flared through her shoulder.
Lucien’s eyes opened at once.
“Easy.”
“I’m fine.”
“You say that every time your body actively disagrees.”
She ignored him on principle.
Outside, dawn spread slowly across the frozen forest in pale silver light while snow continued falling softer now, almost peaceful after the violence of the storm.
The cabin smelled faintly of smoke and melted frost.
And underneath it—
him.
Rain.
Old paper.
Something colder than human skin should smell.
Seraphina stood carefully and crossed toward the cracked sink basin near the window before splashing freezing water against her face.
It didn’t help.
Because unfortunately her problem was not exhaustion anymore.
Her problem was that Lucien kept behaving like a person.
And every time he did, something inside her training shifted uncomfortably out of place.
Hunters were taught certainty young.
Monsters lied.
Monsters manipulated.
Monsters imitated humanity because predation worked better when people stopped being afraid.
Simple.
Clean.
Efficient.
Except Lucien had spent the entire night making her tea, adjusting blankets, and talking about loneliness like someone who remembered exactly how human grief felt.
That complicated things badly.
“You’re thinking loudly again,” Lucien said from behind her.
Seraphina stared out at the snow-covered forest.
“You need a less horrifying phrase for that.”
“It’s accurate.”
“You’re irritating.”
“Yes,” he replied calmly. “You’ve mentioned.”
She glanced back toward him.
Lucien sat exactly where she left him near the dying fireplace, one knee bent loosely beneath the blanket while pale morning light stretched across the cabin walls behind him.
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There was something deeply unfair about the fact that immortality apparently preserved people at their most attractive.
She hated that observation immediately.
Lucien watched her for another moment before speaking again.
“The fever’s lower.”
“You checked while I was asleep?”
“Yes.”
“That’s invasive.”
“You nearly turned hypothermic.”
“That’s still not consent.”
A faint trace of amusement crossed his face again.
Small.
Gone quickly.
But real.
Seraphina looked away before her thoughts became even more professionally embarrassing.
The silence between them settled softer this morning.
Not tense anymore.
Tired.
Intimate in ways neither of them seemed fully prepared to examine yet.
Outside, snow drifted steadily through pine trees while weak sunlight turned the frozen lake beyond the cabin into fractured silver glass.
Lucien eventually stood and crossed toward the frost-covered window beside her.
Close enough that she felt the cold radiating from him again.
Different from the winter air.
Sharper somehow.
“You’re quiet,” he observed.
Seraphina folded her arms loosely.
“I keep trying to decide whether everything I was taught was a lie.”
Lucien’s expression changed slightly after that.
Not triumph.
Something sadder.
“The Order helped people once.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
“No,” he said softly. “But it’s the important part.”
She looked toward him fully then.
“You still defend them.”
“I defend what they were supposed to be.”
The answer unsettled her more than outright hatred would have.
Because monsters were supposed to resent hunters.
Not mourn them.
Lucien’s gaze drifted briefly toward the darkening veins near her shoulder beneath the flannel collar.
Concern flickered across his expression automatically now.
Another thing she was becoming dangerously accustomed to.
“You trusted my mother,” she said quietly.
“Yes.”
“And she trusted you.”
Lucien stayed silent long enough that silence itself became confirmation.
Seraphina exhaled slowly.
“She never talked about you.”
“She wouldn’t.”
“Why?”
This time, Lucien looked away first.
Toward the snow outside.
Toward memory.
“Because your father hated me.”
That answer landed strangely.
Not because it surprised her.
Because of the pain hidden quietly underneath it.
Before she could ask anything else, Lucien’s entire posture shifted.
Instantly.
Every line of his body sharpened toward the forest outside.
The change happened so fast Seraphina’s pulse jumped on instinct alone.
“What?”
Lucien held up one hand slightly.
Listening.
The cabin fell completely silent.
Then she heard it too.
Snow crunching.
Multiple sets of footsteps.
Measured.
Controlled.
Not civilians.
Hunters.
Lucien moved toward the far side of the cabin immediately, every trace of softness from earlier disappearing beneath deadly focus.
“Get down.”
A gunshot shattered the front window before she could answer.
Glass exploded inward across the cabin.
Seraphina hit the floor by instinct while silver rounds tore through the wooden walls behind them.
Outside, voices shouted through the trees.
“Target confirmed!”
“Move!”
Another shot slammed into the fireplace stone inches from Lucien’s head.
He barely reacted.
Seraphina grabbed her pistol from the overturned chair beside the blankets while adrenaline crashed violently through the last remains of exhaustion.
“How did they find us?”
Lucien’s expression darkened as more footsteps surrounded the cabin from outside.
“Your Order,” he said quietly, “has better trackers than I hoped.”
Then the cabin door exploded inward.
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