"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 35 The Problem With Immortals
Lucien woke before sunset to warmth curled against his chest and immediately understood why humans wrote poetry badly for centuries.
Seraphina slept deeply beneath the blankets, one hand loosely gripping the front of his shirt like some exhausted part of her still feared waking alone.
The cabin remained quiet around them.
Fire reduced to glowing embers.
Snowlight pale against the windows.
And Seraphina—
still asleep in his arms.
Lucien stayed perfectly still.
Not because movement would wake her.
Because after six hundred years of survival, he still hadn’t learned what to do with tenderness once it finally arrived.
Her breathing brushed softly against his throat.
Slow.
Even.
Alive.
The realization settled somewhere dangerous inside him again.
He lowered his gaze toward the dark strands of hair spread across his shoulder and felt something unfamiliar tighten painfully beneath his ribs.
Not hunger.
Not lust.
Worse.
Hope.
God.
That was catastrophic.
A knock sounded lightly against the cabin door.
Lucien’s entire body sharpened instantly.
Predatory instinct returned before thought fully formed.
Seraphina stirred faintly against him.
“It’s me,” Cassian called through the wood. “Try not to murder the messenger dramatically.”
Lucien relaxed by approximately one percent.
Seraphina opened one eye slowly.
“You have very loud friends.”
“You threw a knife at him once.”
“He survived.”
“Barely.”
A sleepy smile tugged briefly at her mouth before she hid it against his shoulder again.
The gesture nearly destroyed him emotionally.
This was becoming unsustainable.
Cassian knocked again.
“Lucien,” he called, “if you’re dead in there, Morvena wants your paperwork before burial.”
Seraphina snorted softly against his chest.
Lucien closed his eyes briefly.
“I hate him.”
“No,” Seraphina murmured sleepily. “You’re fond of him.”
Unfortunately accurate.
Lucien carefully shifted enough to help her sit upright beneath the blankets before crossing toward the cabin door.
Cassian entered carrying coffee, irritation, and the exhausted expression of a man deeply tired of other people’s emotional catastrophes.
He stopped immediately after seeing Seraphina wrapped in Lucien’s coat near the fire.
Then slowly looked back toward Lucien.
“Oh,” he said flatly. “You’re both glowing. That’s deeply unfortunate.”
Seraphina buried her face briefly in one hand.
Lucien took the coffee from him calmly.
“What do you want?”
Cassian stared at him for another long second.
Then:
“I want you to stop behaving like a man one emotional setback away from starting an apocalypse.”
Fair.
Unpleasantly fair.
Cassian crossed toward the fireplace while handing Seraphina the second coffee cup.
She accepted it quietly.
Still sleepy.
Still wearing Lucien’s clothes.
Cassian noticed every single detail immediately because of course he did.
“This is exactly how civilizations collapse,” he muttered.
Lucien leaned against the nearby table.
“You came here to gossip?”
“I came here because Morvena thinks the council’s about three hours away from openly revolting.”
That got Lucien’s attention properly.
Cassian’s humor faded slightly afterward.
“Word about the execution unit already spread through sanctuary channels.”
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Seraphina stiffened near the fire.
Cassian noticed immediately.
“The Church isn’t hiding anymore,” he said more gently this time. “Aldric’s escalating publicly.”
Lucien’s expression darkened.
“I know.”
“No,” Cassian replied quietly. “I don’t think you do.”
The cabin settled into silence afterward except for soft fire crackling and wind moving through the trees outside.
Cassian looked directly at Lucien now.
“You’re becoming irrational.”
Lucien’s gaze sharpened slightly.
“That’s dramatic.”
“You attacked a Church execution squad in broad daylight.”
“They threatened Seraphina.”
“You invoked Night Law for a hunter.”
“She was under council threat.”
“You nearly tore House Vale’s throat out during yesterday’s council session because he implied she was dangerous.”
Lucien went still.
Ah.
There it was.
The real conversation.
Seraphina looked slowly between them.
Cassian folded his arms.
“You are six hundred years old,” he said flatly. “Start acting like it.”
The words landed harder than expected.
Not because they sounded cruel.
Because they sounded afraid.
Lucien stared at his oldest friend across the firelit cabin for several long seconds.
“You think this makes me weak.”
Cassian exhaled sharply.
“No.” His voice softened slightly. “I think this makes you vulnerable.”
The distinction mattered.
Lucien knew it immediately.
So did Seraphina.
Cassian leaned back against the fireplace afterward, exhaustion finally showing through the sarcasm.
“I watched kingdoms manipulate people you cared about before,” he said quietly. “I watched enemies use your compassion against you until you stopped letting anyone close enough to matter.”
Seraphina lowered her gaze toward the coffee cup between her hands.
Lucien remained silent.
Cassian looked toward him carefully now.
“And now there’s a Blackthorn hunter sleeping in your clothes while half the continent wants her dead.”
The cabin grew very quiet after that.
Snow drifted steadily beyond the windows while firelight flickered softly across old wood walls.
Cassian’s voice lowered further.
“I’m not saying don’t love her.”
Seraphina’s pulse stumbled violently.
Cassian noticed.
Ignored it deliberately.
“I’m saying people like Aldric will use that love to break you apart.”
Lucien looked toward the fire.
For one brief second, Seraphina saw it clearly:
fear.
Not denial.
Not embarrassment.
Fear because Cassian’s warning had already occurred to him too.
Lucien spoke eventually.
Quietly.
“She’s not a weakness.”
Cassian’s expression softened with something dangerously close to pity.
“That’s exactly why she is.”
Silence stretched afterward.
Heavy.
Honest.
Seraphina suddenly felt like an intruder witnessing something private between two immortals who survived too many wars together.
Cassian finished his coffee first before pushing himself away from the fireplace.
“Morvena wants you back before sunrise,” he said toward Lucien. “The council’s getting restless.”
Lucien didn’t answer immediately.
Cassian looked toward him one last time.
And because they’d known each other centuries too long for lies to survive between them—
he asked quietly:
“When was the last time you were this afraid to lose someone?”
Lucien didn’t respond.
Didn’t need to.
Cassian’s expression tightened anyway.
Then he nodded once like he’d just confirmed something unfortunate and headed toward the cabin door.
Before leaving, he paused beside Lucien briefly.
“Just remember,” he said softly, “immortals survive by learning when to let go.”
The door closed behind him.
Snow and silence swallowed the cabin again afterward.
Seraphina sat quietly near the fire while Lucien remained standing beside the table staring toward the shut door long after Cassian disappeared into the storm outside.
The warning lingered heavily between them now.
External pressure.
Political pressure.
Fear.
Love weaponized into vulnerability.
And yet—
when Lucien finally looked back toward her across the firelight—
there wasn’t even a second of hesitation in him.
Not one.
He ignored every warning anyway.
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