"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 41 Hunger Makes Fools Of Immortals
The surviving sanctuary members regrouped inside an abandoned railway station beneath the eastern outskirts of Vienna.
The station closed sometime in the 1980s, though old advertisements still peeled from cracked walls beside rusted tracks disappearing into darkness underground.
Emergency lanterns cast weak gold light across exhausted faces while wounded vampires and displaced civilians crowded the lower platforms wrapped in blankets and smoke-stained coats.
Children cried softly somewhere near the medical tents.
Nobody spoke loudly anymore.
War had entered the room fully now.
Seraphina stood over a spread of stolen Church maps across an overturned ticket counter while Lucien argued quietly with Morvena near the station entrance.
Not argued.
Clashed.
There was a difference.
“You’re thinking emotionally,” Morvena snapped.
Lucien’s voice remained calm.
“Cassian is alive.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I do.”
“How?”
A long pause followed.
Then Lucien answered simply:
“Because if Aldric killed him, he would’ve displayed the body already.”
The station fell quieter afterward.
Because everyone knew Lucien was right.
Fear preferred spectacle.
Seraphina looked back down at the maps before anyone noticed she’d been listening too closely.
Cassian’s capture changed everything.
Not strategically.
Emotionally.
Lucien carried tension differently now.
Sharper.
Like every second without information scraped something rawer beneath his composure.
She noticed it immediately during the evacuation.
The way he stopped listening fully whenever someone mentioned Church transport routes.
The way his attention drifted toward exits constantly.
Reckless thoughts already forming.
Seraphina hated how easily she recognized them now.
A younger sanctuary scout approached the ticket counter carrying surveillance photos.
“We tracked Church convoy movement after dawn,” he explained while spreading images beside the maps. “One transport diverted south instead of returning to cathedral sectors.”
Lucien appeared beside Seraphina instantly.
Too instantly.
The scout startled visibly.
“Sorry,” Lucien said automatically.
The apology seemed to confuse everyone involved.
Seraphina almost smiled despite the situation.
The photographs showed armored Church vehicles entering an old industrial district near the river.
No public records.
Minimal surveillance.
Hidden infrastructure.
Lucien studied the images with terrifying focus.
“That’s a holding site.”
Morvena crossed toward them immediately.
“You’re assuming.”
“I’m recognizing architecture.”
The station atmosphere tightened slightly after that.
Because Lucien’s tone carried certainty now.
Not hope.
Memory.
Seraphina looked toward the photographs again.
Steel fencing.
Underground access tunnels.
No windows.
Her stomach turned slowly.
“You’ve been imprisoned somewhere like this before.”
Lucien didn’t answer.
Again—
answer enough.
Morvena folded her arms tightly.
“If Aldric captured Cassian alive, he wants leverage.”
“No,” Lucien said quietly. “He wants an audience.”
The sentence settled heavily through the station.
Because everyone understood what that meant.
Public torture.
Religious theater.
Aldric escalating war through spectacle exactly the way the Church always had.
Seraphina looked sideways toward Lucien.
His expression had gone very still.
That frightened her more than anger would have.
“What’s the plan?” she asked carefully.
Lucien answered immediately.
“We infiltrate tonight.”
Morvena swore softly under her breath.
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“There it is.”
Seraphina frowned.
“What?”
Morvena looked directly at her.
“He stops thinking strategically once someone he loves gets threatened.”
Silence.
Lucien didn’t deny it.
That was somehow worse.
Seraphina watched him carefully afterward.
The exhaustion beneath his eyes looked deeper now. Less controlled.
And suddenly another realization surfaced quietly beneath everything else:
Lucien hadn’t fed properly since the monastery attack.
Her pulse slowed slightly.
No.
That wasn’t good.
Not remotely good.
The station smelled overwhelmingly human tonight.
Blood.
Fear.
Injuries.
Normally Lucien managed distance effortlessly around wounded civilians.
Now Seraphina noticed tiny things.
The brief tightening in his jaw whenever fresh bandages appeared.
The way his breathing changed subtly near open injuries.
The extra control visible beneath every movement.
God.
He was hungry.
And hiding it.
Morvena apparently noticed too.
Her gaze sharpened briefly toward Lucien before shifting toward Seraphina with visible concern.
Interesting.
Very interesting.
Lucien leaned over the maps beside Seraphina while tracing possible access tunnels through the industrial district.
His sleeve brushed lightly against hers.
Cold skin beneath torn fabric.
“Church patrol rotations overlap here,” he murmured quietly. “If we cut power first—”
He stopped suddenly.
Tiny pause.
Barely noticeable.
Except Seraphina stood close enough to hear it.
Lucien inhaled once carefully afterward.
Controlled.
Measured.
Then stepped half a pace backward from her.
Oh.
Her pulse stumbled.
He smelled the cut on her hand.
The small one from the monastery collapse earlier.
Seraphina looked down instinctively toward the healing scrape across her knuckles.
Then back toward him.
Lucien focused very hard on the maps.
Too hard.
The station noise blurred strangely around her for one dangerous second.
Because the restraint looked painful now.
Not effortless anymore.
“You need blood,” she said quietly.
Lucien didn’t look up.
“I’m fine.”
Lie.
Absolute lie.
Morvena sighed heavily from across the table.
“You’re both becoming exhausting.”
Lucien ignored her.
Seraphina did not.
“How long?”
Lucien’s jaw tightened slightly.
“Seraphina.”
“How long since you fed properly?”
Silence.
That answered enough already.
The station suddenly felt much too crowded.
Too warm.
Too full of wounded civilians breathing nearby.
Lucien rolled the map closed carefully before straightening.
“We focus on Cassian first.”
Avoidance.
Professional-grade avoidance.
Seraphina folded her arms.
“You’re getting reckless.”
“No.”
“Yes, you are.”
Lucien finally looked at her fully then.
And there it was.
Exhaustion.
Fear.
Hunger held tightly beneath centuries of discipline.
But underneath all of it—
trust.
Because despite everything, he still looked at her like losing control around her would destroy him more than death ever could.
“I can manage this,” he said quietly.
Seraphina believed he thought that.
Which worried her even more.
Around them, sanctuary survivors continued building rescue plans while trains slept rusted and forgotten beyond the platform darkness.
The station buzzed softly with war preparations and frightened hope.
And standing beside Lucien beneath flickering emergency lights—
watching him grip self-control tightly enough to shake around the edges—
Seraphina realized something terrifying:
Love hadn’t made him weaker.
It had made him willing to destroy himself trying to protect everyone else first.
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