"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 43 What The Church Calls Holy
The alarms started again three minutes after they found Cassian.
Different this time.
Lower.
Closer.
Security lockdown.
Red emergency lights flooded the laboratory corridors while reinforced blast doors began sealing section by section throughout the underground facility.
Seraphina helped Lucien lower Cassian carefully from the extraction restraints onto the floor beside the chair.
The amount of blood beneath him kept growing.
Too much.
Way too much.
Cassian’s head lolled weakly against the wall while Lucien pressed trembling hands against the worst silver burns across his ribs.
“Stay awake,” Lucien said quietly.
Cassian blinked slowly.
“You know,” he rasped, “people usually buy me dinner before emotional rescue missions.”
Lucien didn’t smile.
That frightened Seraphina more than the blood.
Because Cassian kept trying to pull him emotionally back toward normality—
and Lucien looked too terrified to follow.
The older vampire coughed sharply afterward.
Blood splattered dark across the concrete floor.
Seraphina’s stomach twisted.
“Lucien,” she said carefully.
He already knew.
Cassian needed blood immediately or he wouldn’t survive transport.
The problem sat horrifyingly obvious between them afterward.
Lucien was already starving.
The laboratory corridor outside erupted suddenly with approaching footsteps.
No more time.
Seraphina stood instantly and drew her silver knife.
“I’ll hold them.”
Lucien looked up sharply.
“No.”
“Yes.”
“Seraphina—”
“You can barely stand upright without smelling blood right now.”
The words landed harder than intended.
Lucien froze briefly.
Not offended.
Caught.
Because she was right.
His control looked thinner every minute.
Cassian noticed too through half-conscious exhaustion.
“Oh,” he muttered weakly. “This feels medically concerning.”
Gunfire exploded against the containment door.
Once.
Twice.
The reinforced locks started cracking.
Seraphina spun toward the entrance just as the steel door burst inward.
Church operatives flooded the laboratory immediately afterward.
Black tactical armor.
Sanctified ammunition.
Execution unit.
Three dropped before fully entering.
Seraphina moved automatically now.
No hesitation left.
Knife.
Gunfire.
Elbow.
Impact.
The laboratory dissolved into violence beneath flashing emergency lights while shattered glass chambers exploded around them.
One operative raised a sanctified rifle toward Lucien.
Seraphina killed him first.
No warning.
No mercy.
The blade entered beneath the jaw cleanly enough she barely felt resistance anymore.
That realization should have horrified her.
Instead she kept moving.
Because the Church stopped feeling holy somewhere between tortured children and blood extraction machines.
Another priest-scientist sprinted toward the emergency terminal trying to trigger containment lockdown.
Middle-aged.
Human.
Terrified.
He wore Church insignia over a white laboratory coat stained dark with old blood.
Seraphina recognized the symbol immediately.
Senior sanctification division.
The people overseeing immortality experiments.
He froze after seeing her Blackthorn crest.
“Commander Van Helsing,” he gasped. “Thank God.”
The words hit something ugly inside her chest.
Thank God.
The laboratory around them smelled like burned silver and dissected bodies.
Glass chambers still held restrained vampires barely conscious beneath surgical restraints.
And this man still believed God lived here.
The priest-scientist reached desperately toward her.
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“You don’t understand what they are,” he pleaded breathlessly. “The creatures corrupt everything they touch. We’re trying to save humanity before—”
Seraphina shot him.
The sound cracked sharply through the laboratory.
The priest stumbled backward against the terminal in visible shock.
Not because he’d been hit.
Because she fired at all.
“You experimented on children,” Seraphina said quietly.
The priest clutched desperately at the spreading blood across his chest.
“We preserved civilization.”
“You dissected living people.”
“They aren’t people.”
There it was.
The line.
The exact moment something inside her stopped trying to preserve old morality.
Because she remembered Jonas saying the same thing.
Monsters.
Corruption.
Necessary sacrifice.
The Church kept changing language while keeping cruelty identical underneath.
The priest looked toward her Blackthorn insignia again.
“You swore sacred vows.”
Seraphina stared at him through flashing red emergency lights and shattered laboratory glass.
Then slowly lowered the gun.
Not mercy.
Decision.
“My vows died before you did.”
The priest reached weakly toward the emergency alarm behind him anyway.
Seraphina crossed the distance first.
The knife entered cleanly beneath his ribs.
Human deep.
Again.
His body jerked once in surprise before collapsing hard against the laboratory floor.
Silence followed immediately afterward.
Not external silence.
The internal kind.
The kind arriving after moral lines snap permanently.
Seraphina stood motionless above the body while emergency lights flashed red across bloodstained concrete around her.
She expected guilt.
Horror.
Something.
Instead she felt exhausted clarity.
No holiness existed here.
No sacred purpose.
Just frightened people building torture chambers and calling them salvation.
Behind her, the laboratory settled gradually quieter as the last execution operative dropped unconscious against a shattered containment pod.
Then Lucien spoke softly.
“Seraphina.”
She turned slowly.
Lucien sat beside Cassian across the room with one bloodstained hand still pressed against his oldest friend’s wounds.
The emergency lights painted red shadows beneath his eyes while exhaustion and hunger sharpened every line of his face.
And he was watching her.
Not afraid.
Not judging.
Just… seeing her.
Really seeing her.
That somehow hurt worst of all.
Because Lucien understood exactly what happened inside her the second she stopped believing the Church deserved moral protection anymore.
The realization passed silently between them across the ruined laboratory.
Shared trauma.
Shared disillusionment.
Shared understanding of what institutions turned people into when fear became doctrine.
Cassian coughed weakly beside Lucien.
“Well,” he rasped painfully, “this relationship continues developing in deeply alarming directions.”
Neither of them laughed.
Lucien’s attention remained fixed on Seraphina for several long seconds afterward.
Then quietly—
almost carefully—
he asked:
“Are you hurt?”
Not:
What have you become?
Not:
Why did you do that?
Just:
Are you hurt?
The question nearly destroyed the last fragile piece of her still trying to believe she remained untouched by all this.
Seraphina looked down briefly at the blood covering her hands again.
Then back toward Lucien.
And for the first time—
she realized holiness no longer meant anything to her at all.
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