"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 57 The Name She Buried With Fire
They escaped the citadel through collapsing underground tunnels while the fortress burned above them.
Lucien carried Matthias’s body the entire way.
Seraphina noticed immediately.
He could’ve left him.
Strategically, he probably should have.
The Church already flooded the upper fortress levels with execution units and sanctified fire teams while alarms screamed through every corridor loud enough to shake stone dust from the ceilings.
But Lucien carried him anyway.
Not because Matthias was innocent.
Because Seraphina loved him.
That realization hurt almost as much as the death itself.
The tunnel air smelled like smoke, blood, and old rainwater while sanctuary operatives fought retreat battles farther behind them.
Cassian appeared halfway through the escape route covered in black tactical gear and somebody else’s blood.
He froze after seeing Matthias.
Then looked toward Seraphina’s face.
And immediately stopped speaking.
Good instinct.
Nobody talked much after that.
Grief turned the entire evacuation silent.
By dawn they reached one of Morvena’s emergency safehouses hidden beneath an abandoned monastery outside Brno.
The irony continued aggressively lately.
The monastery crypt had been converted into a temporary sanctuary command center years ago.
Generators hummed softly beneath ancient stone while exhausted vampires and displaced civilians crowded the underground chambers wrapped in blankets and exhaustion.
Someone had prepared a room for Seraphina.
She didn’t go inside.
Instead she sat alone near the monastery furnace chamber staring at the Van Helsing crest sewn onto her ruined black combat jacket.
The crest looked smaller now somehow.
Less sacred.
Just thread.
Just a symbol stitched onto generations of violence and obedience until nobody remembered where morality ended and conditioning began.
Her father died protecting her.
Her mother died exposing the Church.
Blackthorn buried both beneath lies.
The realization settled coldly into her bloodstream.
Footsteps approached quietly from behind.
Lucien.
Of course.
He carried two mugs of tea neither of them intended drinking properly.
He handed one toward her anyway before sitting beside her on the old stone steps near the furnace chamber.
For several long moments neither spoke.
The silence between them no longer felt uncertain.
Just tired.
Shared grief had stripped too much pretense away now.
Lucien rested his forearms against his knees while distant generator noise echoed softly through the crypt around them.
“He loved you very much,” he said quietly.
Seraphina stared down at the crest on her jacket.
“I know.”
The answer broke slightly anyway.
Because knowing didn’t make forgiveness easier.
Lucien didn’t rush her after that.
Never rushed pain.
God.
She loved him for that.
The thought arrived automatically now.
No fear attached anymore.
Just truth.
Somewhere deeper inside the monastery, sanctuary radios crackled urgently through overlapping voices.
News spread quickly.
Commander Seraphina Van Helsing captured.
Rescued by vampires.
Former High Commander Matthias Van Helsing dead during Church conflict.
The Order already started rewriting the narrative publicly.
Traitor.
Corrupted.
Fallen hunter.
Monstrous sympathizer.
Seraphina almost laughed thinking about it.
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Blackthorn spent twenty-seven years shaping her into their perfect weapon.
Now they sounded shocked the weapon eventually turned around.
Cassian entered the furnace chamber quietly sometime later carrying several folded newspaper printouts intercepted from Church-controlled broadcasts.
He stopped beside Lucien first.
“Thought you should see this.”
Lucien took the papers carefully.
His expression darkened immediately.
Seraphina frowned.
“What?”
Cassian hesitated.
Never a good sign.
Then slowly handed her the top page.
Church newspapers covered the entire front section with her execution photograph.
Silver chains.
Blood at her temple.
Aldric standing beside her beneath cathedral light.
Below it, the headline read:
THE HOLY DAUGHTER FALLS TO DARKNESS
Seraphina stared blankly for several seconds.
Then barked out one exhausted laugh.
“Oh, that’s horrible branding.”
Cassian looked faintly relieved she was still capable of sarcasm.
Lucien did not smile.
His gaze remained fixed on the article.
There was enough fury buried quietly beneath his expression to make the furnace chamber feel colder despite the heat.
Seraphina kept reading.
The Church officially denounced her as an enemy of humanity.
Blackthorn command revoked her rank posthumously despite the inconvenient detail she remained alive.
Wanted notices already spread through hunter districts across Europe.
Her face.
Her name.
Her betrayal.
Every sanctuary network would see it by morning.
Every hunter she once trained beside would now view her as corrupted.
Gone.
Everything gone.
Strangely—
the realization hurt less than expected.
Because Seraphina realized the thing she mourned most already died weeks ago.
Not Blackthorn itself.
The illusion that it deserved her loyalty.
She folded the newspaper slowly afterward before looking down once more at the Van Helsing crest stitched across her jacket sleeve.
Lucien watched her carefully now.
Not stopping her.
Just understanding something important approached.
Seraphina stood quietly.
Crossed toward the furnace.
The underground chamber fell gradually silent around her.
Cassian straightened slightly.
Even the nearby sanctuary survivors slowed their conversations.
Watching.
Seraphina held the jacket for several long seconds beneath the furnace glow.
The Van Helsing crest reflected faintly in the firelight.
A symbol feared across continents.
A family legacy built from monster hunting, sacrifice, obedience, and generations taught to die before questioning authority.
Her mother tried changing it.
Her father failed protecting it.
Now it belonged to ghosts.
Lucien rose slowly behind her.
“Seraphina.”
The way he said her name carried warning.
Not because he disagreed.
Because he understood this mattered.
She looked back toward him briefly.
God.
The grief in his eyes nearly stopped her.
Not because he wanted her to keep the crest.
Because he knew exactly what it cost to bury part of yourself publicly.
Seraphina reached slowly for the knife strapped against her thigh.
Silver blade.
Blackthorn issue.
The same type her family carried for generations.
Then without hesitation—
she sliced the crest cleanly from the jacket.
The thread snapped softly.
Tiny sound.
Catastrophic anyway.
The room remained silent while she stared at the loose fabric resting in her hand afterward.
So small.
Strange how entire identities fit inside something that fragile.
Then Seraphina dropped it into the furnace fire.
The crest curled black instantly beneath the flames.
Burning.
Disappearing.
The symbol of House Van Helsing collapsing quietly into ash.
No speeches followed.
No dramatic declarations.
Just silence.
Lucien watched her the entire time.
Not proud.
Not relieved.
Witnessing.
Like he understood transformation rarely looked triumphant while it happened.
Usually it just looked painful.
The fire crackled softly through the furnace chamber while smoke carried the scent of burned fabric upward into the monastery ruins above.
And standing there watching her family name turn slowly into ash—
Seraphina realized she wasn’t mourning the loss of Blackthorn anymore.
She was mourning the girl who once believed it deserved saving.
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