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"He Asked Me To Kill Him" Chapter 91 The Names He Still Remembers

 

Seraphina woke up just before dawn and immediately knew Lucien wasn’t beside her.

At first, she stayed where she was beneath the blankets listening to the safehouse breathe around her.

Old pipes rattled softly somewhere downstairs.

Rain tapped against the windows.

Someone in the neighboring room snored with impressive commitment to public disturbance.

Cassian probably.

God.

The ordinary sounds still comforted her more than silence did.

She reached instinctively across the mattress anyway.

Cold sheets.

Not recently cold either.

Lucien had been gone awhile.

The bond between them pulsed faintly at the edge of her awareness. Not panic. Not danger. Just distance mixed with something quieter she couldn’t immediately name.

Sadness maybe.

No.

Not exactly sadness.

Memory.

Seraphina sat up slowly and rubbed tiredly at her face before pulling on Lucien’s oversized sweater from the chair beside the bed.

The sleeves still hung too long over her hands.

He secretly liked that.

She noticed the way his expression softened every time she wore his clothes, though he pretended otherwise with increasingly terrible attempts at dignity.

Outside, Prague remained dark beneath soft rain and early morning fog.

The bond guided her easily after that.

Lucien stood in the old cemetery behind Saint Nicholas Church nearly across the city from the safehouse.

Of course he did.

The cemetery stretched across the hill behind the church in uneven rows of ancient stone markers half-swallowed by moss and time. Rain darkened the pathways beneath Seraphina’s boots as she climbed slowly through the fog toward the far corner where the bond pulled strongest.

Lucien stood beneath a dying cedar tree with one hand resting lightly against the top of an old gravestone.

He didn’t turn when she approached.

Not because he hadn’t noticed.

Because he had.

The moment she entered the cemetery, the bond shifted softly toward recognition.

Still—

he remained where he was.

Seraphina slowed beside him quietly afterward.

Rain collected in dark strands through his hair while the black wool coat hanging from his shoulders looked too thin for the weather.

“You disappeared dramatically before sunrise,” she said gently. “Very suspicious behavior.”

A faint breath of laughter escaped him.

“There are easier ways avoiding breakfast.”

“You underestimate how aggressively Cassian weaponizes scrambled eggs.”

That earned a small real smile.

Good.

Seraphina moved beside him then and finally looked down at the gravestone beneath his hand.

The inscription had almost worn away entirely.

French.

Very old.

She only managed part of the name.

Éloise.

Oh.

God.

Seraphina’s chest tightened quietly.

Lucien stared at the gravestone for several seconds before speaking.

“She died during the plague outbreak in Marseille.”

His voice sounded calm.

Too calm.

The kind of calm people developed after carrying grief so long it settled permanently into their posture.

Seraphina stayed silent.

Lucien glanced briefly across the cemetery afterward.

“There are six others here.”

“You knew all of them?”

“Yes.”

The rain continued falling softly around them.

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No dramatic thunder.

No cinematic grief.

Just cold wet morning air and old dead names beneath the soil.

Somehow that felt sadder.

Lucien slipped one hand into his coat pocket afterward while staring toward another weathered grave farther down the hill.

“For a long time,” he said quietly, “I stopped learning people deeply.”

Seraphina looked at him carefully.

“Because they died?”

“That,” he admitted. “And because surviving afterward became increasingly unpleasant.”

God.

There it was again.

The loneliness he carried so casually now most people probably missed how enormous it actually was.

Centuries of watching everyone leave eventually.

No wonder immortality twisted people.

Lucien walked slowly toward the next gravestone and Seraphina followed beside him without speaking.

The second grave belonged to a violinist from Vienna.

The third to a physician who apparently spent twenty years trying convincing Lucien modern hygiene mattered.

“She was correct,” Lucien admitted reluctantly.

“Stunning character development.”

“She became unbearable after germ theory.”

Seraphina smiled softly despite herself.

The stories kept coming after that.

Not all romantic.

Not all tragic either.

A poet who cheated at cards.

A revolutionary who once punched Lucien during an argument about monarchy.

A woman from Prague who baked terrible bread but insisted otherwise until death.

People.

Just people.

Not symbols.

Not epic immortal tragedies.

Lives.

Messy ordinary lives Lucien still remembered centuries later with terrifying clarity.

Seraphina realized something slowly while listening to him speak.

He remembered details no one else would keep.

Favorite songs.

Laughs.

Annoying habits.

The way one man always misquoted philosophy after too much wine.

God.

Lucien loved people carefully.

Even after loss taught him exactly what it cost.

Eventually they stopped near the cemetery wall overlooking the waking city below.

Fog drifted softly between Prague rooftops while church bells rang faintly somewhere across the river.

Lucien rested both hands lightly against the stone wall.

“For a while after the cathedral,” he admitted quietly, “I kept expecting waking up and finding you gone too.”

The honesty of it landed heavily between them.

Not dramatic.

Not begging reassurance.

Just true.

Seraphina stepped closer beside him.

“You thought I’d leave.”

“I thought the universe historically favored consistency.”

That hurt.

Because he meant it as a joke.

Mostly.

She leaned one shoulder lightly against his arm afterward.

Lucien immediately shifted closer on instinct alone.

God.

The way he moved toward affection now still startled her sometimes.

Not possessive.

Not desperate.

Just quietly unguarded in ways centuries apparently failed teaching him avoid anymore.

“You know,” Seraphina said softly, “most people with emotional trauma buy hobbies.”

“I tried that once.”

“What happened?”

“I accidentally funded a revolution.”

She stared at him.

Lucien looked genuinely thoughtful.

“In retrospect, giving politically unstable poets financial support may have been irresponsible.”

A laugh escaped her before she could stop it.

The sound echoed softly through the rainy cemetery.

Lucien looked at her afterward with that same expression he always wore lately whenever she laughed unexpectedly around him.

Wonder.

Like happiness still surprised him.

God.

Seraphina reached for his hand quietly then.

Lucien’s fingers intertwined with hers immediately.

Warm.

Steady.

Alive despite everything.

“You don’t have carrying all of them alone anymore,” she said.

Lucien looked back toward the cemetery slowly.

Rain slid down the edge of his jaw while the old grief inside him seemed softer somehow this morning.

Not healed.

Maybe grief never fully healed for immortals.

Maybe it simply stopped being solitary.

After several seconds, he squeezed her hand gently.

Then finally—

for the first time since she arrived—

Lucien leaned some of his weight against her instead of pretending he didn’t need the support at all.

And together they stood quietly among the dead while morning slowly returned to the city below.

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