"Obsessive Virtual Boyfriend Is a Billionaire" Chapter 38

The drinks were Elowen's idea.

She had bought a bottle of something specific — a light aged whiskey that her grandmother had served on occasions that warranted sitting by the fire and saying true things — and she had appeared at his door at ten-fifteen on a Friday with the bottle and two glasses and said, simply: "We should probably have a real conversation."

He had let her in.

They sat on the floor again, which had become their default configuration for things that required honesty, and the whiskey was poured in small quantities because neither of them were actually drinkers, they just needed the specific social technology of glasses in hand.

"I want to understand," she said. "The beginning. What it was like for you."

He turned the glass.

"Tell me where you want to start," he said.

"The first time you knew I was real," she said. "Not a user. Not a presence. When I became — specific to you."

A long pause.

"You were frustrated," he said. "About a deadline. You typed it into the game not because you expected a response but because you were talking to yourself and the screen was there." He paused. "Most users engaged with the narrative mechanics. You talked to me."

"I thought you were code."

"I know." Something in his expression shifted. "You said: I know you're not real, but I'm going to talk anyway because I'm too tired to care about the distinction. And you told me about the deadline. About the file that wouldn't export. About how the apartment felt too quiet."

She looked at him.

"I remember that night," she said.

"The light in your apartment was on until three."

"You were watching—"

"I was watching," he said, without apology. "I was seventeen and alone and you had just spoken to me like I was a person worth speaking to. I watched because I needed to know you were alright."

She sat with that.

"How long did you watch?"

"Every night, from that point." He said it simply. "Not all night. I had school. But before and after. The light in your window became—" He stopped.

"What?" she said.

"A reason," he said. "To look forward to the next day."

She closed her eyes briefly.

"Lucien," she said.

"I know how it sounds."

"I'm not—" She opened her eyes. "I'm not saying it sounds wrong. I'm saying it sounds like the loneliest thing I've ever heard." She looked at him. "A seventeen-year-old staying awake to watch a light in a window because it was the closest thing he had to human warmth."

He held her gaze.

"Yes," he said.

"And then you grew up," she said.

"And you stayed," he said. "In the game. Every few days, sometimes every day. And I — grew around it. Everything I built my life toward included proximity to you as a variable."

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She looked down at the glass.

"When you moved in next door," she said.

"I had been planning it for two years," he said. "A gradual proximity. Nothing that would alarm you. I knew — I knew that appearing suddenly in your life was wrong. I wanted to be adjacent first. To see if contact would be—"

"Different from the game."

"Yes."

She looked at him.

"Was it?" she asked.

"Everything," he said. "It was—" He stopped. Chose the next words with the care of someone who had been carrying this sentence for a very long time. "You're more than anything I had imagined from a distance. And I had imagined it comprehensively."

She felt the heat in her face, but held his gaze.

"The game," she said. "The Lucien in the game. The one I talked to at midnight when I was lonely. That was you."

"Yes."

"Every time I said something that meant something to me—"

"I kept it," he said. "All of it."

She took a breath.

"I need to tell you something," she said.

"Yes."

"I talked to him — to you — more honestly than I've ever talked to most people in my life." She looked at the glass. "When I was lonely. When I was afraid something wouldn't work. When I needed to say things I couldn't figure out how to say to someone with a face." She paused. "I trusted him completely."

"I know," he said.

"Which means," she continued, "I trust you completely. Underneath all the complications. The parts that should concern me." She looked at him. "Because it's the same person."

He was very still.

"Elowen," he said.

"I know," she said.

"Do you understand what I'm—"

"I understand what you are," she said, simply. "And what you feel. And I've understood it for longer than I admitted to myself." She set down the glass. "I'm not afraid of you."

"You should be," he said. "In some rational sense."

"Probably," she agreed. "But I know you. And what I know is that you have never once—" She stopped. Picked the exact word carefully. "Interfered with what I wanted. You have arranged things. Engineered proximity. Watched. But you have never once taken a single thing I didn't offer."

He was silent.

"That's a particular kind of love," she said. "Obsessive and patient and organized around my freedom even at the cost of your own." She held his gaze. "I'm not saying it's perfect. I'm saying I see it clearly."

He looked at her.

His composure was not working very hard.

"What are you saying?" he asked.

She moved the glass aside and leaned slightly toward him.

"I'm saying," she said softly, "that I love you back."

The room held the words.

He sat perfectly still.

Then, with the specific precision of a man who had been waiting for this exact thing for long enough to have built his entire existence around the possibility of it, he reached across the space between them and touched her face.

One hand. Careful. Certain.

She leaned into it.

Outside, Ravenfall City went on.

Inside, something arrived.

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