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"The Enemy in My Arms" Chapter 28: Say My Name Properly

The rain finally stopped just before dawn.

Brighton Beach looked almost peaceful through the apartment windows now, washed silver beneath weak early-morning light. Neon signs buzzed softly outside while distant waves crashed somewhere beyond the dark shoreline.

The safe house had gone quiet again.

Too quiet.

Valentina still stood close enough to Adrian to feel warmth radiating from his skin.

Her fingers remained lightly against his wrist.

Neither moved away.

That was becoming a dangerous habit.

The kitchen light above the sink cast soft gold across Adrian’s face, sharpening old scars and exhaustion beneath his eyes. He still looked wrecked from the nightmare, though he was trying hard to hide it again beneath control.

Always control.

Valentina hated how much she understood that instinct now.

“You don’t have to keep pretending you’re okay every second,” she said quietly.

Adrian let out a slow breath through his nose. “You say that like you do.”

Fair.

She almost smiled.

Almost.

The apartment settled into silence again after that, but it no longer felt cold. Something between them had shifted during the night. The walls Adrian kept rebuilding around himself were still there, but thinner now.

Human cracks.

Valentina studied him carefully beneath the dim kitchen light.

The dangerous thing about Adrian wasn’t the violence.

It was restraint.

The constant, exhausting restraint of a man who clearly wanted things he believed he shouldn’t have.

Her voice softened slightly.

“What happened in Odessa?”

Adrian’s entire body went still.

Too still.

Like prey hearing a trap close.

Valentina realized immediately she’d stepped onto a buried landmine.

“You don’t have to tell me,” she added quietly.

Another long silence followed.

Then Adrian looked away toward the rain-streaked windows.

“I lost people.”

The answer sounded painfully insufficient compared to the weight behind it.

Valentina waited.

Eventually, Adrian continued anyway.

“There was a mission. Civilians got trapped during extraction.” His jaw tightened slightly. “I made the wrong decision.”

“You tried to save them.”

His eyes returned sharply toward hers.

“That doesn’t mean I succeeded.”

The pain inside those words settled heavily into the room.

Not guilt alone.

Punishment.

Adrian carried his failures like permanent injuries.

Valentina understood that kind of damage too well.

“You think you’re dangerous because people die around you,” she said softly.

“I know I am.”

“No.” She stepped slightly closer. “You think surviving something terrible means you become terrible too.”

Adrian stared at her for several seconds without speaking.

Then quietly:

“You really do watch people too carefully.”

“That’s how I stayed alive married to Luca.”

The mention of his name darkened the atmosphere instantly.

Luca.

The ghost waiting outside every fragile moment between them.

Adrian’s expression hardened automatically. “You should rest for a few hours.”

“There you go again.”

“What?”

“Trying to run from emotional conversations.”

“That’s because emotional conversations usually end badly.”

Valentina laughed softly beneath her breath. “You know what your problem is?”

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Adrian leaned one shoulder against the counter beside her. “There’s apparently an extensive list.”

“You think caring about someone automatically destroys them.”

His face changed slightly.

Tiny reaction.

Enough.

Valentina’s pulse quickened subtly.

Because she was right.

The realization sat clearly in his eyes now.

Adrian looked away first.

Coward.

“You should stop looking at me like that,” he muttered quietly.

“Like what?”

“Like I’m still salvageable.”

The words hurt more than she expected.

Valentina stepped fully into his space then.

Close enough now that she could feel his breathing.

Close enough that the atmosphere between them sharpened instantly.

“You saved me,” she said softly.

Adrian’s jaw tightened. “I lied to you.”

“You still saved me.”

“I killed people.”

“So did Luca. The difference is you still feel haunted afterward.”

That landed hard.

She saw it immediately.

Adrian’s hand flexed once against the counter beside her before relaxing again.

Always restraint.

Always holding himself back from something.

Valentina’s voice dropped quieter now.

“You know what scares me most about you?”

His eyes lifted slowly toward hers.

“That I trust you anyway.”

Silence crashed between them.

Heavy.

Dangerous.

Real.

The city outside seemed infinitely far away suddenly.

No Luca.

No FBI.

No war.

Just two damaged people standing too close together inside a dim kitchen before sunrise.

Adrian looked at her like he was losing an internal fight in real time.

Valentina saw it happening.

The hesitation.

The want.

The fear underneath both.

Then finally, quietly, he said her name again.

Not Mrs. Moretti.

Not careful distance.

Not avoidance.

“Valentina.”

The way he said it nearly destroyed her.

Soft.

Exhausted.

Like something precious he’d spent too long refusing to touch.

Her breathing changed instantly.

Adrian noticed.

Always.

“You keep saying my name like it hurts you,” she whispered.

“It does.”

Honest.

God, finally honest.

Valentina’s fingers curled lightly into the fabric of his black shirt near his chest. “Then say it properly.”

Adrian stared down at her for one long second that felt endless.

Then his hand finally touched her face.

Gentle.

So gentle it almost broke her heart.

His thumb brushed lightly beneath her jaw while his forehead lowered slowly toward hers.

No rushing.

No violence.

No performance.

Just tension stretched unbearably thin between two people who had spent too long pretending they didn’t feel this.

“Valentina,” he said again quietly.

This time it sounded less like pain.

More like surrender.

That was the moment she kissed him.

Not dramatic.

Not reckless.

Just inevitable.

His restraint shattered instantly afterward.

Adrian kissed her like a man starving carefully at first, one hand sliding into her hair while the other wrapped tightly around her waist. Heat crashed violently through her chest the second he pulled her fully against him.

Real.

Finally real.

Valentina kissed him harder immediately, anger and grief and exhaustion tangling together beneath months of tension.

The taste of coffee.

Smoke.

Rain.

Adrian made a rough sound low in his throat that nearly ruined her completely.

Then suddenly he stopped.

Not fully.

But enough.

His forehead rested against hers while breathing turned uneven between them.

Dangerous pause.

Valentina looked up at him through blurred emotions. “What?”

Adrian’s eyes remained closed for one painful second before opening again.

“This is a bad idea.”

She almost laughed.

“Adrian,” she whispered softly, fingers still gripping his shirt, “we passed bad ideas several gunfights ago.”

That nearly pulled a real smile from him.

Nearly.

Then his hand tightened slightly against her waist while something darker moved behind his eyes again.

Fear.

Not of her.

For her.

The shift happened so fast Valentina almost missed it.

“What is it?”

Adrian looked toward the apartment windows instinctively.

Professional reflex.

The wolf underneath returning.

“I need to tell you something,” he said quietly.

Her stomach tightened immediately.

“What?”

Adrian hesitated.

Wrong sign.

Then finally:

“Luca didn’t order the sniper attack.”

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