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"The Alpha’s Defiant Vamp: Beg For Me" Chapter 44

The grand master suite stayed quiet after the doors closed behind them.

No council noise.

No war horns.

No screaming soldiers bleeding through shattered trenches beneath a crimson moon.

Just rain tapping softly against the gothic windows overlooking Blackwood while candlelight flickered warm gold across dark velvet furniture and black marble floors.

Killian stood near the entrance for a moment longer than necessary.

Uncertain.

Not afraid.

Worse.

Careful.

Eva noticed immediately.

Interesting.

The same man who once walked unarmed into rogue territory without blinking now looked strangely cautious standing inside her bedroom.

She moved past him calmly.

“Sit.”

Killian glanced toward the massive velvet sofa near the fireplace.

Then back toward her.

“You don’t have to—”

“Sit.”

That tone again.

Cold.

Sharp enough to cut through argument instantly.

His wolf practically laid down beneath it.

Killian obeyed without another word.

The fire crackled softly nearby while Eva crossed toward the cabinet beside the hearth and retrieved a silver basin filled with dark medicinal water along with folded white cloth and several glass bottles marked with ancient vampire script.

Killian watched her quietly.

She noticed that too.

“You’re staring.”

“You’re helping me.”

Eva set the supplies down carefully on the low table beside him.

“You were useful during the war.”

Killian almost smiled.

Still lying badly.

The silver burns across his chest and shoulders had partially healed through the restored Mate Bond, but traces remained beneath his skin where the rogue nets pinned him to the battlefield mud.

Ugly wounds.

Silver poisoning always healed slowly for wolves.

Eva sat beside him.

Close enough now that the scent of her wrapped itself around his lungs again.

Dark roses.

Rainwater.

Something colder beneath both.

Killian’s body loosened instinctively near her.

Dangerous habit.

Eva dipped the cloth into the basin.

“Take the shirt off.”

That should not have affected him as much as it did.

Killian looked away briefly before pulling the black shirt over his head slowly, revealing the healing silver scars stretching across his chest, ribs, throat, and shoulders beneath the firelight.

Eva’s expression darkened immediately seeing them fully uncovered.

Possessive anger.

Still there.

Always there.

Her fingers brushed lightly against the worst burn crossing his ribs.

Killian inhaled sharply.

Not pain.

The opposite.

The bond reacted instantly beneath his skin where she touched him, warmth spreading slowly outward from her fingertips while his wolf pressed heavily against his ribs wanting more.

Eva noticed his breathing change.

Her eyes flicked upward briefly.

“Does it hurt?”

Killian looked at her for one suspended second.

“You touching me?”

The silence afterward thickened immediately.

Eva returned her attention to the wound.

Coward.

Interesting.

Killian leaned back slowly against the sofa while she cleaned the silver burns with careful movements far gentler than anything her reputation would’ve allowed publicly.

The cloth slid across his skin.

Warm water.

Her fingers.

The fire crackled softly nearby while rain drifted down the windows behind them.

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Quiet.

Too quiet.

Killian realized suddenly he couldn’t remember the last time silence felt safe.

Eva worked slowly.

Methodically.

But the closer she moved, the more unstable the bond became between them.

Not violent anymore.

Heavy.

Intimate enough to make breathing difficult.

Her dark hair brushed lightly against his shoulder reaching for another wound near his collarbone, and the sensation nearly destroyed his concentration entirely.

God.

The woman conquered the continent and somehow this still felt more dangerous.

Eva cleaned another silver mark near his throat before speaking quietly.

“You’re tense.”

Killian laughed once beneath his breath.

“You’re sitting between my legs cleaning battle wounds in your bedroom.”

“Still dramatic.”

“You like dramatic.”

That earned him a brief look.

Not denial.

Interesting again.

The cloth moved lower across his ribs.

Killian watched her silently now while candlelight flickered softly across pale skin and dark lashes lowered in concentration.

No crown.

No throne.

No armies.

Just her.

Close enough to touch.

The realization settled strangely in his chest.

Because suddenly she looked younger like this.

Not weaker.

Just tired beneath everything.

Killian’s voice lowered.

“You haven’t slept either.”

Eva ignored the comment.

Another lie.

Her fingers paused briefly against a scar crossing his side before continuing.

“You nearly died.”

The words came colder than intended.

Killian heard the hidden anger underneath them anyway.

“Didn’t.”

“You jumped in front of silver nets.”

“They were aimed at you.”

“They would not have killed me.”

“They still touched you.”

Eva’s hand stopped moving entirely after that.

The room went quieter.

The fire popped softly beside them.

Killian looked down toward her.

The crimson glow beneath her eyes had sharpened faintly again.

Possessive.

There it was.

He should probably stop enjoying that.

He definitely wasn’t going to.

Eva resumed cleaning the wounds slower this time.

More careful.

Killian watched her another minute before speaking again.

“I thought you were dead.”

The cloth paused once more.

Different silence now.

He looked toward the fireplace while speaking quietly.

“After the cliff.”

Eva said nothing.

Killian swallowed slowly.

Rain slid heavily across the windows behind them.

“I replayed it every night.”

His voice sounded rougher now.

Unexpectedly rough.

“I kept thinking if I moved faster… if I ignored the council… if I just—”

“Killian.”

He barely heard her.

“—I should’ve gone after you immediately. I should’ve burned Blackwood down looking for you. I should’ve—”

“Killian.”

The cloth dropped softly into the basin.

Eva lifted one hand.

Then pressed a single finger gently against his lips.

Silence.

Instant.

Killian froze completely beneath the touch.

Her crimson eyes held his steadily now from only inches away.

No throne between them.

No war.

Just warmth from the fire and the sound of rain against old castle glass.

“You talk too much when guilty,” she murmured softly.

The bond pulsed painfully through his chest.

Killian looked at her finger resting against his mouth.

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Then back into her eyes.

“I failed you.”

The words barely came out above a whisper.

Raw.

Honest enough to hurt.

Eva studied him quietly.

And for the first time since the summit—

The coldness around her softened slightly.

Tiny thing.

But real.

“You were weak then,” she said calmly.

Killian flinched slightly.

Not from insult.

Because she wasn’t wrong.

Eva’s thumb brushed lightly against the corner of his mouth now.

Slow.

Absentminded almost.

“But weakness,” she continued softly, “is not the same thing as evil.”

The room fell completely still after that.

Killian stared at her.

Actually stared.

Because nobody had ever separated those things for him before.

Not his father.

Not the council.

Not himself.

Weakness always meant failure in Blackwood.

Failure meant blood.

Eva’s gaze lowered briefly toward the old silver hairpin still clipped near his chest harness lying beside the sofa.

“You kept this for years.”

Killian followed her eyes.

“Yeah.”

“Why?”

Simple question.

Impossible answer.

Killian looked back toward her slowly.

“Because it was the only thing I had left that still felt like you.”

The confession landed between them softly.

No dramatic reaction followed.

No clever response.

Eva simply looked at him quietly while the firelight reflected gold against crimson eyes.

Then—

Without warning—

The bond surged.

Not pain.

Warmth.

Deep enough to feel almost physical as it rolled through both of them at once beneath skin and bone and memory.

Killian inhaled sharply.

Eva stiffened slightly too.

The dual-hybrid bond reacted violently to proximity now that both halves stood fully awakened.

Wolf.

Vampire.

Ancient blood pulling instinctively toward itself.

Killian felt everything suddenly.

Her exhaustion.

Her restraint.

The dangerous loneliness buried beneath centuries of survival instinct.

And underneath all of it—

Possession.

Not ownership.

Need.

The same terrible need destroying him slowly every time she looked at him too long.

Eva’s breathing changed first.

Barely noticeable.

Killian noticed anyway.

Always.

The distance between them had disappeared completely now.

Her hand still rested lightly near his mouth while his knees spread unconsciously around her seated form beside him on the sofa.

The fire crackled lower behind them.

Neither moved.

Neither seemed willing to break whatever this was becoming.

Killian’s voice came rough.

“Eva.”

Her eyes lifted slowly toward his.

“Yes?”

God.

The way she said his name now nearly felt intimate enough to kill him.

He looked at her for one suspended second longer.

Then carefully—

Very carefully—

Lifted his hand and wrapped scarred fingers gently around her wrist.

Not controlling.

Asking.

The bond pulsed warmer instantly.

Eva didn’t pull away.

And somewhere deep inside the rebuilt ruins of Blackwood Castle—

The monster queen and her exhausted wolf finally stopped fighting the fact they belonged to each other.

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