"Owned by the Devil" Chapter 30
When the last word left Mia's lips, the room seemed to freeze for a heartbeat.
She kept her head lowered, leaning against his chest. She didn't look at him; she lacked the courage.
In the next heartbeat, she was lifted into the air. When she opened her eyes, she was face-to-face with Damien. He was watching her with a calm, analytical interest, his expression so composed it felt as though he had already stripped away every layer of her defense.
"You've spent this entire time negating yourself in front of me," he murmured, his voice a slow, precise drawl. "What exactly are you afraid of?".
He had seen through her. No matter how many detours her words took, to a man who weaponized self-control, the truth was never a difficult find.
Mia couldn't look into his eyes. She lunged forward, coiling her arms around him and burying her face in the hollow of his neck. It was an unprecedented act of initiative, driven by a panicked instinct—like a cornered animal seeking a sanctuary that was also a cage.
Damien was silent for a second. Then, as if moved by a rare impulse of pity, he stroked her back, his voice a soft, hypnotic lure. "Mia...".
"Don't talk. Just let me finish," she interrupted, her voice saturated with an obvious, jagged anxiety. "There's a story I've always hated. In Greek mythology, there was a man punished by being submerged in water. When he dipped his head to drink, the water receded. When the fruit hung near his lips, the wind blew it away. He could see it, but he could never have it.".
Damien understood instantly. "Tantalus. The son of a god, punished for wanting too much, for a greed that offended the heavens.".
Mia's fingers dug into his skin, a sharp, physical need for contact. She held him so tight it almost hurt.
"Damien..." Her voice was a heavy, sweet rasp—part terror, part desperate coaxing. "I hate that story. Do you understand? I hate it.".
Tantalus was the eternal 'almost'. He was the tragedy of seeing the absolute, but never touching it. Just like Mia's obsession with Damien—she could see him, but she never knew if she truly reached the man behind the beautiful monster. She refused to be the Tantalus of this house.
She clung to his shoulder, her voice weak and helpless. "I negate myself because I don't want to be negated by you later... I don't want a day to come where you regret choosing me. Where you think Mia wasn't worth gambling your marriage and your life for.".
He was her only selfishness. Every scrap of desire and intent she possessed was anchored to this one man. He was too perfect, too absolute. She had fallen into a brand of love that was impossible to share; she wanted him all to herself.
In the heat of this love, she had discovered a different version of herself—a shadow-self she couldn't escape. This Mia was not altruistic; she had no grand morality, no selfless tolerance. She was purely selfish, her existence defined by her singular possession of Damien.
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It was a hidden personality, so secret yet so real. It was why her heart had shattered when Gideon questioned her place by his side. It was why she panicked at the thought that there were other, better women suitable for the Sovereign.
If she ever lost him, she wouldn't just be losing a man; she would be losing the only version of herself that felt real. To lose his love would be a terminal event.
A long silence followed. She simply held him, numb and unyielding.
Damien once thought Mia had zero skill in seduction, that she was agonizingly inexperienced. Two years had passed, and she hadn't changed. She didn't know how to demand a promise; she didn't know how to protect herself. She simply opened her soul and let him look. She had no schemes. She didn't realize that in this game, once a man built on control catches a woman's weakness, she has already lost.
Fortunately for Mia, the man she met was Damien.
Damien held her for a moment, then set her down.
He stood and pulled on his shirt, fastening a few buttons with a practiced, elegant motion. He gathered her clothes from the floor and helped her dress, piece by piece. He slowly pulled the zipper of her wool dress up, his fingers grazing her skin, before he raised his hand to stroke her face.
She watched him, bewildered by the change in the atmosphere.
Damien offered a faint, unreadable smile. "You saw it, didn't you?".
"...What?"
"The subject of your second sketch.".
Mia's face flushed a soft crimson. She nodded. "I saw you once, in the study. Late at night. You were dancing Latin... alone.".
She had seen it only once, yet the memory was permanent. She had drawn it because she could still feel that breathtaking, violent rhythm in the lines of his silhouette.
"In the future," he said suddenly, his tone turning cold, "I don't want you to watch that.".
She froze.
Damien smiled, extending his right hand in a formal invitation.
"Forget that dance. I'll lead you through a new one.".
The temptation was a physical weight. Mia couldn't help herself; before she could even process the subtext of his words, her hand was already resting in his.
Damien laughed—a sound of genuine joy. He closed his palm over hers and pulled her hard into his chest.
Midnight. The living room. Two silhouettes in motion.
There was no music, no audience, no applause. Just the two of them. Mia had to admit that this man was a master of atmosphere. Even in a void, he could create a brilliance that rivaled a grand ballroom.
They moved in a slow, circular waltz—as if they intended to dance until the end of time. In fairy tales, the waltz was the only constant.
She pressed against his heart. "I thought you would lead me in a Latin dance."
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Damien shook his head. "My Latin is not for you.".
"Why?"
"Because it isn't happy.".
Mia looked up at him, her gray eyes full of confusion. He offered no explanation. She lowered her head, and suddenly, Julian's old warning echoed in her mind.
"Have you seen Damien dance?"
"I saw him once... it was beautiful."
"Mia, if you ever see him dancing Latin alone, stay away. Do not go near him."
"Why?"
"Because it's dangerous.".
Julian had treated it like a forbidden subject, a Lancaster taboo.
"I'll give you an example," Julian had whispered. "The last time he spent an entire night dancing Latin was the year our father was murdered. The next morning, the systematic slaughter began.".
It was a signal. It was the moment Damien's self-control snapped. Every session of Latin was followed by blood and sorrow.
Dance me to the end of life..
Damien pulled her tighter against his waist, his lips brushing against her ear as he spoke.
"I used to wonder," he whispered, his voice a low, melodic spell, "if there was anyone in this world who was my polar opposite. Someone who used no tactics, held no delusions. Someone who, even if the world collapsed into ash, could continue walking without a shred of resentment.".
He tilted his head, his pale gray eyes glinting.
"I thought a woman like that existed only in fairy tales—that in the adult world, I'd never find her.".
"But eventually, I found you. I found Mia.".
He let out a soft laugh, a sound filled with a rare, devastating contentment.
"Mia... you will never be Tantalus, starving in the water," he whispered. "You will never have to lose the self that exists only for me. And there will never be a day where I negate your worth...".
Because—
"...You are the last fairy tale in my life.".
And so, the solo Latin dance came to a close. In the center of the dark estate, the fairy-tale waltz began.
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