"Owned by the Devil" Chapter 41
A sentence.
Love was a terminal sentence—an execution that held both sides captive, leaving no path for escape. In the wake of this endless, ink-black judgment, a sudden stillness settled over Damien. It was the quiet that preceded a hurricane.
For the first time in his life, he had been clearly notified: Damien Lancaster stood in danger of losing Mia.
Her repeated refusals—the steady, rhythmic "no" that left her lips—did nothing but force him to confirm, heartbeat by heartbeat, exactly how much he couldn't survive her absence.
He realized now. He understood the depth of the rot. It had gone this far.
In the next heartbeat, Damien lunged. He scooped her up by the waist, his movements rough and clinical, ignoring the frantic push of her hands against his chest. He carried her into the old church. The structure had five stories; he held her tight, his boots creating heavy, hollow echoes against the aged wooden stairs as he ascended.
Mia's intuition screamed. She began to thrash in his arms. "Damien! Put me down! Let me go!"
He was a void. He didn't hear her.
He didn't break his pace. He climbed. His black hair fell forward, masking his eyes, and Mia couldn't see the blizzard of darkness swirling in his pale gray irises. She couldn't fight him; she couldn't break the grip of a man built on absolute sovereignty. She could only watch, paralyzed, as he hauled her to the top floor.
Damien kicked open the heavy door to the rooftop. The freezing night wind roared in, a violent lash that made Mia's face sting. He walked straight toward the stone railing, showing zero intention of stopping.
The visceral dread hit her then. Mia let out a jagged, broken shriek. "Damien! Damien, what are you doing—?!"
He said nothing.
He reached the edge. In one fluid, terrifying motion, he lifted her high, his fingers clamping like iron vices around her waist. With a sudden surge of strength, he thrust her out—suspending Mia's entire body over the void beyond the rooftop railing.
"Master Damien—!!"
From the ground far below, the horrified shouts of Gideon and the enforcers rose like a choir of the damned.
"Master! It's too dangerous! Pull her back! For the love of God, pull her back!"
They could see it from the churchyard—Mia Clarke, dangling in the empty air, five stories up. Damien gave her no support, no ledge, no hope. The only thing tethering her to life was the grip of his hands on her waist. If he opened his fingers, she would fall. She would break on the stone below.
On the rooftop, Damien looked down at her. His expression was a mask of marble, cold and indifferent to her terror.
"I remember," he whispered, his voice a low, melodic thread. "You have acrophobia, don't you? You're terrified of heights."
Mia was drenched. Cold sweat soaked through her wool dress, making her tremble so violently she could barely keep her eyes open. He was right. She was terrified of the drop. In London, she had rarely flown home because the sheer height of the clouds paralyzed her.
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She looked at him, her entire world reduced to the pressure of his hands. She had to admit it now: against Damien Lancaster, she was nothing. She was not his opponent.
Every trace of his "Luxury Noir" tenderness had evaporated. There was no pity in the man holding her over the abyss.
"Do you know how I spent my day, Mia?"
"..."
Fear had stolen her voice. She was a silent, trembling ghost in his hands.
Damien offered a faint, clinical smile.
"I spent it exactly like this. You kept me suspended in the air for twelve hours. You took away every support I had. I spent every second of this day feeling like I was about to hit the ground... and you were the one who pushed me."
He spoke of his own unraveling with a detached, clinical apathy. When he finished, he deliberately loosened his fingers.
Mia's body slipped.
She dropped an inch—a sharp, sudden descent that tore a scream from her lungs. It was a sound of absolute, terminal despair.
Damien's eyes flashed with a savage, violent obsession. He leaned over the railing, forcing her to see the madness in his gaze.
"Say it. Say you'll do exactly as I told you!"
Mia looked at him through a blur of tears, her spirit finally reaching its breaking point.
He had gone past the limit. He intended to drown her in despair.
"Mia Clarke, if you don't say it right now, I can't promise what I'll do next—!"
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The Bible says that when a woman is in love, her heart follows the water, drifting three thousand miles away. The light fades, the voices recede. She uses love to isolate herself from the world, from time itself. She loves deeply in a wasteland of her own making, and if she is wounded there, she withers.
In this moment, looking at Damien, Mia finally believed it. Every woman's destiny held a season of withering.
She finally began to cry. Not for her life, but for his lack of understanding.
"Damien..." she sobbed, the sound muffled by the wind. "Do you know... there is a film... a Spanish film called The Sea Inside..."
She wept silently, her chest heaving as she forced the words out. "...In that movie, there's a scene where the man is smoking. The woman walks up to him, takes the cigarette from his hand, and takes a puff. That single gesture... it declared they were the same kind. They were of the same blood. And because of that, they fell in love. Nothing could ever tear them apart..."
Damien's eyes shifted. The ink-black darkness receded for a fraction of a second, his expression softening into a dazed, confused stillness.
He heard her voice—saturated with a bone-deep, agonizing grievance.
"...This morning, at the hospital... I heard Janice ask you for a final payment. You said yes. She took the cigarette from your hand and took a puff. She said that made you even. I saw it, Damien. You didn't resist her. You didn't push her away. You admired her spirit... I knew then. You and her... you are the same kind. You understand each other. You support each other's darkness..."
She lowered her head, the tears falling into the five-story void below.
"But what about me? I am not your type. I don't understand your rules. I don't belong in your world. I've been wondering all day... what will happen to us? I was too afraid to ask you. I was too afraid to ask anyone. I could only sit in the dark and think about it alone..."
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