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"The Wife He Took for Granted" Chapter 6

Three days after finding the investment contract, Sarah found herself sitting on the garage floor surrounded by boxes she hadn't opened in years.

The task had started innocently enough.

Clean out the garage.

Create space.

Keep moving.

Everyone seemed to think movement helped grief.

So far, Sarah wasn't convinced.

Dust floated through the afternoon sunlight streaming in from the open garage door. Cardboard boxes lined the walls. Old Christmas decorations sat stacked beside camping equipment nobody had touched in a decade.

Twenty-six years of family life took up more space than she'd realized.

She pulled another box toward her.

Luke's soccer trophies.

A collection of mismatched Christmas ornaments.

A stack of elementary school report cards.

Sarah smiled despite herself.

Luke's third-grade teacher had once written:

"Very bright. Talks constantly."

Some things never changed.

She set the papers aside and reached for another box hidden beneath an old folding table.

The cardboard was soft with age.

One corner collapsed when she lifted it.

Sarah frowned.

She didn't recognize it.

Most family boxes had labels.

Christmas.

Photos.

Kitchen.

College.

This one had nothing.

She brushed dust from the top and opened it.

Then froze.

Inside sat dozens of folders.

Yellowed paper.

Handwritten notes.

Illustrations.

Draft pages.

For several seconds she simply stared.

Then she slowly reached inside.

"Oh my God."

The words escaped before she realized she was speaking.

The first folder contained a children's story.

Not a school project.

Not lesson plans.

A story.

Written by her.

Sarah lowered herself onto the garage floor.

The paper trembled slightly in her hands.

Not from emotion.

From disbelief.

She hadn't seen these in twenty years.

Maybe longer.

A title sat across the top page.

The Little Fox Who Couldn't Find Spring

Sarah laughed softly.

The sound echoed through the garage.

She remembered writing this.

She remembered every page.

Not the words.

The feeling.

The excitement.

The certainty.

Back when she still believed she would become someone other than a wife and mother.

Back when she still believed there would be time.

For the next hour, she barely moved.

One manuscript after another emerged from the box.

Stories about talking animals.

Curious children.

Lost adventures.

Friendship.

Courage.

Magic hidden inside ordinary places.

Some were terrible.

A few were surprisingly good.

All of them belonged to a woman she barely recognized.

A woman with plans.

A woman who had once stayed awake until two in the morning writing after work.

A woman who carried notebooks everywhere.

Sarah picked up a spiral notebook from the bottom of the box.

The cover was faded.

Inside, her handwriting covered every page.

Ideas.

Characters.

Publishing research.

Submission addresses.

Dreams.

Hundreds of dreams.

One page caught her attention.

At the top she'd written:

Books I Will Publish Before I Turn Forty

Sarah stared at the list.

Then laughed.

This time the sound hurt.

Forty had come and gone eight years ago.

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Nothing on the list had happened.

Not one thing.

A memory surfaced unexpectedly.

She was thirty-two.

Emily was four.

Luke was six.

Robert sat at the kitchen table reading financial reports.

Sarah stood beside him holding three printed manuscript pages.

"Can you read something for me?"

Robert looked up.

"Right now?"

"It'll take five minutes."

He smiled.

Not cruelly.

Not dismissively.

Just distracted.

The way people smile when they already have somewhere else to be.

"Maybe after dinner."

Sarah remembered waiting.

After dinner became after dishes.

After dishes became tomorrow.

Tomorrow became next week.

Eventually she stopped asking.

At the time, it hadn't seemed important.

Marriage was full of tiny compromises.

Tiny delays.

Tiny sacrifices.

Nobody noticed them happening.

Then twenty years passed.

Sarah closed the notebook.

The garage suddenly felt smaller.

Not physically.

Emotionally.

As though all these abandoned versions of herself were crowded into the room together.

The writer.

The dreamer.

The woman who once believed her future would be larger than her responsibilities.

She leaned back against a stack of boxes.

Outside, a lawnmower hummed somewhere down the street.

A dog barked.

Life continued.

Ordinary.

Uninterested.

Meanwhile Sarah sat surrounded by evidence of a life she never lived.

Her phone buzzed.

Emily.

"Hey."

"What are you doing?"

Sarah looked around the garage.

The answer sounded ridiculous.

"Apparently meeting my younger self."

A pause.

"What?"

Sarah laughed.

A real laugh this time.

The first one in days.

"I found my old writing."

"Writing?"

"Children's books."

Silence.

Then:

"You wrote children's books?"

The surprise in Emily's voice made Sarah smile.

"See? That's how long it's been."

"Mom."

Emily sounded genuinely confused.

"Why don't I know this?"

Sarah opened another manuscript.

The pages smelled faintly of dust and old paper.

"Because I stopped."

"Why?"

The question arrived so quickly.

So naturally.

Sarah didn't have an answer.

Or maybe she had too many.

The kids.

The mortgage.

The schedules.

The bills.

The school events.

Life.

No single decision had ended the dream.

Thousands of small decisions had.

"I don't know."

Emily was quiet for a moment.

Then:

"That's not true."

Sarah frowned.

"What?"

"You know."

The words landed gently.

Not as criticism.

As fact.

Sarah looked down at the manuscript in her lap.

A fox searching for spring.

A story she'd once believed children would read someday.

She suddenly remembered exactly why she stopped.

Not one reason.

Many.

Every year she postponed it.

Every year something else seemed more important.

Every year someone else's goal moved ahead of her own.

Eventually postponing became forgetting.

And forgetting became identity.

After ending the call, Sarah remained in the garage long after the sunlight began fading.

One manuscript sat apart from the others.

Different.

Thicker.

Incomplete.

She didn't remember it immediately.

The pages were clipped together with a rusted binder clip.

No title.

No ending.

Only a half-finished story.

Sarah opened it carefully.

The first page appeared.

Then the second.

Then the third.

As she read, memories returned.

Late nights.

Coffee cups.

Writing after everyone went to sleep.

Hiding pages beneath school paperwork.

Stealing moments for herself.

The manuscript stopped abruptly halfway through chapter eight.

No ending.

No conclusion.

Just empty space.

Sarah stared at the final written page.

The cursor of an abandoned life seemed to blink silently between the lines.

Waiting.

Patient.

Unmoving.

For the first time in years, she didn't ask herself what Robert had taken.

Or what Madison had received.

Or what the divorce would cost.

Instead, she found herself asking a different question.

One she hadn't considered in decades.

What if it wasn't too late?

Sarah turned to the first page and began reading again.

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