"Owned by the Devil" Chapter 61
His fingertips were a scalpel of warmth against her skin. Mia couldn't fight it. The stoic mask she had worn for years finally fractured, tears spilling onto the black silk sheets.
"I’m sorry, Damien... I’m so sorry."
The memory was a cold, jagged shard in her mind. University. A basement cold-storage unit. A night locked in sub-zero silence because she couldn't fight back. When they found her, the doctors spoke of surface frostbite and internal "complications." She had been young and broke; she traded a hospital bed for a "natural recovery" to save time and money.
The systemic pain started a month later. She had ignored it, wrapping herself in oversized sweaters and assuming the world was just naturally cold. She never realized that night would claim her future three years later.
"I know," Damien murmured, hauling her into a crushing, rhythmic embrace. His voice was a low, clinical silk. "It’s fine, Mia. I’ll find a way to fix it. Don't cry."
She didn't move. She didn't know if she still had the right to his tenderness.
She had made him a victim of her own history. He was the Sovereign; his word was law for the Syndicate. And yet, she was asking him to endure the pitying whispers of the elite, to carry a legacy with a hollow center.
Mia’s infertility was a self-inflicted wound; for Damien, it was a debt he didn't owe.
"Damien..." She clutched his lapels, her knuckles turning bone-white. "I don't want a divorce. I don't want you to have someone else's child. I want to stay."
The fear was a systematic rot. She was terrified that one morning he would wake up, look at the woman named Mia Clarke, and see only a void where a legacy should be.
Relationships had terminal limits. One straw too many, and the spine of devotion snapped. She had been favored, protected, and consumed. But how long could a beautiful monster protect a woman who brought him nothing but silence?
Damien let out a short, quiet laugh. He reached out and wiped the salt from her cheeks, preparing to carry her upstairs. "Mia, it won't happen. The child is a rounding error. You are the only asset that matters."
He moved to lift her, his hand sliding to her waist.
He froze.
Mia was a block of ice. She wasn't just crying; she was vibrating with a rhythmic, violent tremor. Cold sweat beaded on her forehead, dripping onto the marble floor she had spent the night scrubbing. Her left hand was clamped over her lower abdomen in a white-knuckled grip.
Damien’s expression plummeted into a sub-zero chill. He knew this posture.
He snatched a cashmere throw from the sofa and wrapped it around her, his fingers working with frantic, uncoordinated speed to chafe her frozen hands.
"This month... did you take the herbs?"
Mia shook her head, her breath hitching in a fractured rhythm. She had stopped the medicine. She had hoped for a miracle, and instead, she had triggered a liquidation.
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Damien’s face drained of color. He moved to vault toward the car. "We’re going to the hospital."
"No!"
Mia curled into a ball on the sofa, her voice a jagged rasp. "Not there. I won't go."
She couldn't face the maternity wards. She couldn't watch the "civilized" husbands kissing wives who had done what she could not.
"Stay with me, Damien. Please. Just stay."
"I’m here," he whispered, locking his hand around hers. "I’m right here."
The agony arrived like a systematic execution. Jagged, needle-like contractions tore through her system, a violent reclamation of the damage she had tried to ignore.
Alistair arrived at 5:00 AM, his trauma bag hitting the floor with a heavy
thud
. He stood at the edge of the master suite, watching the Sovereign and the girl, his face a mask of clinical helplessness.
Mia had reached her terminal limit. She refused the morphine. She refused the needles. She simply gripped Damien’s shirt, anchoring herself to the only thing that felt real as the world dissolved into a crimson fog.
She was soaked in sweat, her hair matted against her neck. Occasionally, a fresh wave of pain would force a muffled groan from her throat.
"Damien... it hurts. It hurts so much."
Alistair watched from the shadows, his own heart hammering. Even a cynic could see the cost of this devotion.
Mia spoke in broken, slow fragments. She repeated the same five words until they became a funeral rite.
"Damien, I’m sorry. I’m sorry."
Finally, the trauma overrode the consciousness. She went limp in his arms, slipping into a dark, feverish void.
Alistair surged forward, prying them apart to start the IV drip. "Are you out of your mind?!" he roared at Damien. "She’s in shock! You should have forced her into the clinic!"
Damien remained on one knee by the bed, his face buried in Mia’s palm.
"What's the point of a clinic for a wound in the soul?" Damien rasped.
Alistair paused, the needle hovering over her skin. "What...?"
"Do you know what she told me before she went under?" Damien looked up, his pale gray eyes two bottomless pits of obsession. "She asked how a man can satisfy both the gods and his beloved."
He leaned down, pressing a reverent, terminal kiss to Mia’s bloodless lips.
The world was a white, foggy expanse. Mia’s throat felt like it had been scorched by a forest fire. She tried to speak, but the sound died in the mist.
A hand caught hers—warm, heavy, and absolute.
"Mia..."
Damien didn't demand that she wake up. He simply sat in the shadows, his voice a low, rhythmic murmur.
"Let me tell you a story," he whispered. "It’s not a pleasant one. I’ve kept it from you because I didn't want the rot to touch you."
He leaned in, his breath hitting her ear.
"Do you know how my mother died?" he asked, his thumb tracing the bone of her wrist. "She was taken. She committed suicide in a bathroom, and then they burned what was left of her."
He stroked her hair, his gaze fixed on her closed eyelids.
"You recognize the rhythm of that story, don't you? It’s the same way yours died. Our mothers... they left us the same inheritance of ash."
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