"Cold Boss Is My Masked Daddy" Chapter 37
It took a while for the tremors in Julian's hands to stop.
He began to talk, laying out the jagged pieces of his life in the countryside. The story was unremarkable in its misery.
Every family has their scars. Julian wasn't special; he was just another statistic in a world of broken homes.
But the pain was a physical weight.
"They want to send Jason to private school," Julian whispered, his hands covering his face.
"Twenty-five thousand dollars a year. I'm pulling eighty-hour weeks at Apex Capital just to make enough to survive. I told them no. We fought."
Julian looked up, eyes bloodshot. "Am I being selfish? What if a private school is the only way he makes it to college? What if I'm the reason his life goes wrong?"
Julian wasn't crying yet. Samuel didn't reach for him. "Can your family afford it?"
Julian hesitated. "They said they'd sell the house. But they won't. They just want me to feel guilty. To pay for it." He left the last part unspoken—he couldn't bring himself to voice that level of cynicism about his own blood.
"How are his grades?" Samuel asked.
Julian shook his head. "Average."
It was a conservative estimate. Jason was a product of the digital age—addicted to short videos and gaming. Their parents practiced a policy Julian called "strictly lenient."
They yelled about homework but handed him a phone the moment he whined. Julian had survived the same neglect because he'd had books and a silent, driving focus. Jason had been swallowed by the algorithm.
Samuel listened in the gathering shadows of the New York City high-rise. "You understand the logic," he said.
"So where is the conflict?"
"It feels cruel," Julian said. "Saying it out loud feels like I'm condemning him."
"You aren't obligated to fund his life."
"I know. But they put the choice on me."
Samuel leaned forward. "Let's change the perspective. If you were the father, would you drain your eldest son's life savings to pay for a child who isn't even trying?"
Julian didn't have to think. "No. Not if it hurt someone I loved."
"Then why are they doing it to you?"
The question was a blade. Julian's spine went cold. He'd spent a lifetime making excuses—generational gaps, lack of education, cultural stoicism. He'd sifted through the grey memories of his childhood, looking for one golden grain of love.
There was no gold left.
"They don't love me," Julian breathed. A single tear hit the back of his hand. He'd promised himself he wouldn't break, but the truth was too sharp.
A linen handkerchief appeared in his periphery. Julian took it, pressing it to his eyes.
"Sorry... I just... give me a minute." He tried the breathing exercise Samuel had taught him, but his throat was too tight. Every inhale was a jagged sob.
Samuel didn't move. Then, he stood up and walked away.
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Julian curled into the chair, the silence of the room absolute. He was alone. Just like he'd always been. Don't cry. You only have yourself. Don't depend on anyone.
Something soft brushed his cheek.
Julian looked up through a blur of salt and heat. Samuel was back, holding the massive Orca plushie. He set the whale on the chair next to Julian.
"Hold him," Samuel said, his voice a low rumble. "It might help."
Julian threw his arms around the whale, burying his face in the soft fabric. He sobbed into the plush body, his shoulders shaking.
Samuel didn't leave this time. He stood in the shadows, his gaze dark, heavy, and inscrutable.
Admitting his parents didn't love him was a jagged pill to swallow, yet a strange relief followed the pain.
The weight in Julian Hale's chest shifted. He stopped obsessing over why they preferred Jason. It wasn't his "cold" personality or a failure to meet their expectations. They simply didn't love him.
Maybe it was the years spent apart during his childhood, or the fact that he lacked his brother's sycophantic, clingy charm. It didn't matter anymore. He was done with the comparisons. He was done chasing a ghost.
Julian wiped his face. He didn't force himself to stop shaking, but he knew these were the last tears he would ever waste on them.
"Thank you," Julian said, meeting Samuel Frost's gaze. The air in the duplex felt easier to breathe. "I feel... lighter."
Samuel watched him, scanning for any lingering cracks. "Have you decided on a path?"
Julian shook his head. "They're still my parents. I can't just erase them. But staying... it's a slow carving of the skin."
It was a dull knife. Even without expectations, every encounter with them would be a fresh wound.
"Is leaving them the only way?" Julian asked. He hesitated immediately. Could he really cut them off forever? They weren't monsters—just small, selfish people. Could he live in luxury in New York City while they struggled in the countryside? He wasn't that cold.
"There are other ways," Samuel said. "But the action depends on your goal. Does the pain stem from the favoritism—the resources and affection they pour into Jason instead of you?"
Julian leaned back into the chair. "Yes. And no." He looked at his hands. "I make my own money now. I can support them. I don't care who they spend it on. I'd even pay for Jason's future."
"So it's the lack of emotional value," Samuel summarized. "You provide the capital; they provide the oppression. You're losing on the investment."
Julian nodded slowly. "Yes."
"Then change the contract. Demand emotional value. Only then do they get the capital."
Julian let out a bitter laugh. "They aren't capable of that."
"Then cut off the economic support," Samuel said.
Julian froze.
"If they don't change—if they continue to use the same scripts to suppress you—then you leave."
Julian stared at him, wide-eyed.
"You need the courage to end a relationship, Julian," Samuel said, his voice a low, steady vibration.
"They will only re-evaluate the dynamic once they realize your boundaries are real. Once they know you will actually walk away."
"And if I leave... and they still don't care?"
Samuel didn't blink. His expression was a wall of soft gravity. "I think you already know the answer to that."
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