"I Keep Waking Up in My Straight Roommate's Arms" Chapter 13

Noah titled his senior exhibition Awake.

The central painting showed a bedroom at two in the morning. A tall figure stood beside an unmade bed, face hidden in shadow, holding a blue mug. The scene appeared threatening from a distance. Up close, the figure's free hand was open, palm visible, waiting rather than taking.

Other works traced the months that followed: linked hands beneath snow; an oar suspended over black water; two kitchens divided by a vertical field of white; a mouth healed at the corner.

Lucas helped photograph the catalog. Marcus hung labels crooked until Noah threatened him with bodily harm. Adrian saw only fragments over video because Noah wanted the full installation to be a surprise.

Opening night arrived in May.

Noah wore the green sweater Adrian liked beneath a dark jacket. His mother cried before entering the gallery. His father examined each price card as if evaluating a suspicious investment, then quietly bought the smallest sketch.

At seven fifteen, the gallery was full.

At seven thirty, Noah accepted that Adrian would not come.

They had discussed it. National selection races were in two weeks. Flights were expensive. Missing training was impossible. Noah understood every reason.

Understanding did not prevent him from looking at the door.

Lucas approached with two glasses of wine. "You look like someone failed to arrive."

"He was never supposed to."

"That is not what I said."

Noah accepted a glass. "I'm fine."

"Your left eyebrow gets tense when you lie."

Noah stared. "That belongs to someone else."

Applause rose near the entrance.

Adrian stood in the doorway.

He wore a navy suit and no tie. Travel had left shadows beneath his eyes. His hair was longer than when he left, curling slightly at the temples. He looked across the room and found Noah immediately.

The glass shook in Noah's hand.

He set it down and crossed the gallery too quickly for dignity.

Adrian caught him around the waist. Noah buried his face against the familiar cedar scent of his collar.

"You're here."

"For eighteen hours."

"That is insane."

"My flight leaves at six."

"Completely insane."

Adrian kissed his temple. "You are smiling."

"I can object and smile."

They moved through the exhibition together. Adrian spent a long time before the central painting.

"You made me look dangerous," he said.

"You were standing over my bed at two in the morning."

"You made my hand open."

"It was."

Adrian turned toward him. "Is that how you remember it?"

"I remember being afraid for about thirty seconds. Then I remember you giving me a choice every time it mattered."

At the final wall hung a small, nearly abstract work: two blue circles joined by a thin gold line.

The label read: Ritual for Two Kitchens.

Adrian swallowed.

"The selection committee offered me a residency," Noah said. "Six months in Los Angeles. It begins in September."

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Hope flashed across Adrian's face, followed immediately by restraint. "Do you want it?"

The question mattered more than celebration.

"Yes."

"Then accept."

"The training center is ninety minutes away."

"I know."

"You already researched it?"

"I research all major art residencies near Chula Vista."

Noah laughed and pulled him into another kiss.

Later, after the gallery closed, they returned to the nearly empty suite. Boxes lined the walls. Marcus was elsewhere by prior arrangement and excessive winking.

Adrian set his suitcase down. "I brought something."

From his coat pocket he removed a brass key.

"To what?"

"An apartment near the training center. Two bedrooms. Month-to-month after September."

Noah looked at the key but did not take it.

Adrian's face changed. "I am not asking you to give up the residency."

"I know."

"I am not asking you to promise forever."

"I know."

"Then what?"

Noah closed Adrian's fingers around the key. "Ask properly. Not like a contingency plan."

Adrian drew a breath.

"When your residency begins, will you make a home with me?"

Noah covered Adrian's hand with his own.

"Yes."

After the exhibition, Adrian helped Noah remove labels from the walls. They worked in companionable silence until only Awake remained.

"Where will this go?" Adrian asked.

"Storage, probably. It's too large for most apartments."

"Not ours."

The word ours stopped Noah's hands.

Adrian noticed. "Too soon?"

"No. Just loud."

"I said it quietly."

"That is not what I mean."

They carried the canvas through the empty gallery together. Adrian took the heavier end until Noah objected, then adjusted without argument. At the loading door, they had to rotate the frame twice and remove a hinge.

"A metaphor," Noah said.

"For poor measurement."

"For building a shared life."

"That too."

The painting traveled to California months before Noah did. Adrian hung it opposite the apartment's blue door so the first image visible on entering was the night their story had almost become a disaster—and the open hand that changed it.

Before Adrian left for the airport, Noah's father approached him alone. Noah watched from across the gallery, unable to hear.

His father shook Adrian's hand, spoke for nearly a minute, then handed him a small paper bag.

"What was that?" Noah asked after Adrian returned.

"Coffee beans."

"My father gave you coffee?"

"He said you become unreasonable when you run out."

"Defamation."

Adrian looked inside the bag. "He also said you have changed since September."

Noah's smile faded. "Good or bad?"

"He said you argue more carefully."

That sounded exactly like his father: affection disguised as assessment.

"What did you say?"

"That you taught me how."

Noah looked toward his father, who pretended to study a blank wall. Progress rarely arrived in the words people wanted. Sometimes it came carrying coffee.

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