"In My Fourth Life, I Chose the Rogue Prince" Chapter 2 — The Rogue Who Smelled of Medicine
Chapter 2 — The Rogue Who Smelled of Medicine
Julian’s fingers tightened around my wrist.
The laughter from the theater below rose through the floor, loud enough to conceal treason.
"Lucien is the most beloved prince in Valedoria," he said. "And you have been my betrothed for approximately six hours."
"Seven."
"That makes this much more reassuring."
I pulled free and sat opposite him.
His room had been arranged to advertise vice: wine on the carpet, a jeweled mask on the bedpost, a lady’s silk stocking over the lamp. Yet his bottle held watered currant wine, and no women had been drinking from the carefully stained glasses.
And beneath the perfume burned in the corridor, he smelled of rosemary, bitterroot, and clean spirits.
"You are allergic to most flower oils," I said. "Yet you spend five nights a week in salons drowning in perfume. You leave drunk, but you never stumble until someone is watching. You own no estates under your own name, but the Bell & Briar Apothecary has purchased six warehouses in two years."
Julian stopped smiling.
"Go on."
"Those warehouses follow the same roads once used by your mother’s household. The actresses downstairs are couriers. The gaming tables are information exchanges. And the prince everyone calls useless has spent eight years investigating why his mother died after the royal physicians declared her fever untreatable."
The air changed.
He reached inside his coat.
I heard the faint scrape of metal.
"If you draw that knife," I said, "you will lose the only person who knows what killed her."
His hand stilled.
"What killed her?"
"I do not know yet. But I know who profited from her death, who will use the same trade routes to move poison into the royal household, and which prince will be king when Valedoria burns."
For the first time, Julian looked his age. Not a careless boy. Not a jaded rake. A man who had been waiting too long for a door to open.
"You speak as if you have seen it."
"I have."
He rose and crossed to me.
"Seen what?"
"The end of the kingdom."
I had seen it from the eastern wall in my first life.
Back then, I had escaped the Founders’ Masque before the bells rang. I wanted no prince, no crown, and no life built from a token hidden in a hedge.
Adrian married Seraphina.
Within four years, his body began to fail. His hands shook at council. His heart raced without warning. By thirty-five, he could no longer climb the throne dais without help.
He had no heir. Lucien gathered the ministers who feared uncertainty and persuaded Adrian to abdicate for the good of Valedoria.
Once crowned, Lucien stopped pretending to be gentle.
He hanged auditors, sold military commands, and emptied the flood reserves.
When the old loyalists attempted to restore Adrian, they sent me to Greykeep with their petition. By then Seraphina had vanished from her husband’s side, and the royal court had dissolved their marriage. The loyalists arranged a desperate restoration marriage between Adrian and me, hoping my father’s army could give the deposed king one last claim.
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On our wedding night, I found Adrian behind faded curtains, too weak to stand.
I had placed the petition in his hands.
"It is too late," he whispered.
He asked my name.
When I told him, he laughed once, without joy.
"The Ashbournes raised a brave daughter. Had you stood beside me sooner, perhaps I would not have been blind."
He used his last strength to write a warrant releasing my father from royal service. It saved my family from Lucien’s first purge.
Then he caught my hand.
"Lady Evelyn, please. Save what I have ruined."
I promised.
He died before dawn.
Years later, when an enemy army breached the capital, my father died commanding unpaid soldiers at the northern gate. Lucien knelt to the invaders. I climbed the eastern wall rather than kneel with him.
As I fell, I saw him offer a living Seraphina to the conquering general in exchange for mercy.
Then I woke in the maze for my second life.
I did not tell Julian all of that.
Not yet.
I gave him facts he could test.
"Deputy Chancellor Cedric Voss diverted the southern flood fund," I said. "The true account is Ledger Seventeen-B, bound in green calfskin. It is kept behind the false north wall of Exchequer Warehouse Nine. Half the missing gold passed through an estate called Rosemere. Lucien owns it through two dead men and a charitable trust."
Julian’s eyes narrowed.
"Warehouse Nine burned last winter."
"The public records burned. The inner counting room did not. Cedric moved the surviving ledgers because destroying them would expose discrepancies in the insurance claim."
"How much?"
"Enough to feed the flooded counties. Enough to equip three regiments."
"And you know this because the world ended and began again?"
"The world ended for me three times."
That silenced him.
I expected disbelief. Instead, Julian poured the watered wine onto the carpet and watched how it spread.
"My mother used to say impossible stories were merely evidence with missing pages," he said.
He walked to the wall and lifted the jeweled mask.
Behind it was a speaking tube.
"Carriage," he said into the brass opening. "The quiet one."
Less than a minute later, we descended a private stair and entered an unmarked black carriage in the alley.
Julian waited until the wheels began turning.
"You said poison will enter the royal household."
"It already has. Seraphina will begin dosing Adrian on their wedding night, if she follows the same course as before."
"With what?"
"A compound that first resembles exhaustion, then weakness of the blood and heart. Ordinary physicians will treat the symptoms and deepen the damage. Lucien controls the periodic antidote."
"You are remarkably calm about your former husband being murdered."
"Adrian is not my husband."
"Not in this life."
I turned toward the window. Rain silvered the dark glass.
"That is the only life that matters now."
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The carriage stopped behind a narrow shop on Bellmaker’s Lane. Its painted sign showed a bronze bell tangled in black briars.
Julian led me through the back door.
The rooms beyond did not resemble an ordinary apothecary. Shelves held sealed specimens from every province. Maps covered one wall, each marked with colored pins. Ledgers filled locked cabinets. At a central table, glass coils carried clear liquid from one vessel to another.
"Welcome to the life I do not have," Julian said.
He removed his embroidered coat and rolled up his sleeves. A pale burn scar crossed one forearm.
There was nothing indolent about him here.
"Why the theaters?" I asked.
"Men confess to actresses what they hide from priests. Servants sell gossip to gamblers. Ministers who would never visit an apothecary will lose a state secret over cards."
He opened a cabinet and showed me rows of coded reports.
"Why pretend to be drunk?"
"No one guards his tongue around a disappointment."
I understood then why Lucien still lived. Julian had collected suspicion, routes, names, and fragments, but not the single proof that could survive a royal tribunal.
I could give him the missing pages.
He could give my memories hands.
"I will help you learn who killed your mother," I said. "You will help me stop Lucien before he reaches the throne."
"And Adrian?"
"If we expose the poison, he lives or dies by the choices he makes afterward. I will not spend a fourth life saving a man from his own arrogance."
Julian studied me for a long moment.
Then he extended his hand.
"One test."
"Name it."
"Bring me Ledger Seventeen-B."
I placed my hand in his.
His palm was warm, dry, and steady.
"Bring me the ledger, my lady," he said, "and I will bring you a prince’s ruin."
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