"My Cold CEO Can Feel Everything I Do to His Pen" Chapter 17 — The Last Secret of the Pen
The pen’s maker lived above a repair shop in Brooklyn, surrounded by clocks that disagreed about the time.
Jamie Parker loved him immediately.
“This place looks like a wizard lost a lawsuit,” Jamie whispered.
Alexander Sterling shot him a warning look. “Please behave.”
“I'm being respectful of the supernatural legal system.”
The maker, Dr. Elias Rowan, was a retired materials scientist with silver hair, thick glasses, and the weary patience of a man who had spent decades explaining impossible things to confident executives.
He examined the black-and-gold fountain pen beneath a lamp.
“I wondered where this went,” he said.
Alexander leaned forward. “You recognize it?”
“I built it. Or tried to.”
“Why?” Jamie asked. “Was the world running dangerously low on normal pens?”
Rowan smiled. “It began as an experiment in responsive materials. The idea was to transmit tactile information between two linked objects.”
Alexander frowned. “That does not explain what happened to me.”
“No,” Rowan admitted. “The effect exceeded anything I intended or can reliably reproduce.”
Jamie looked at the pen. “So it's magic.”
“I prefer unexplained,” Rowan said.
“That's what scientists call magic when they're embarrassed.”
Alexander covered his mouth. Jamie knew he was hiding a smile.
Rowan explained that the pen had been paired with a small conductive component embedded in a personalized cuff link Alexander had received as a corporate gift.
Alexander stared at his wrist. He was wearing the cuff link that day.
“I thought it was decorative.”
“It was supposed to be,” Rowan said. “The test was abandoned when the signals behaved unpredictably.”
Jamie crossed his arms. “And you gave the prototype away?”
“No. It was misplaced during a private exhibition. I've been looking for it.”
Alexander recalled losing the pen two weeks before Jamie found it. The timeline finally made sense, even if the mechanism did not.
Rowan demonstrated a harmless test with a second device. A faint vibration passed through the metal while a corresponding indicator lit up on his desk.
“The original system was never meant to interact with a human nervous system,” he said. “I can't offer a complete explanation for the sensations you experienced.”
Alexander's jaw tightened. “Can you stop it?”
“Yes. The cuff link contains the paired component. We can remove and deactivate it. I would recommend doing so.”
Jamie looked at Alexander. “That's surprisingly simple.”
“Most difficult things have simple physical components,” Rowan said. “It's the human decisions that complicate them.”
Alexander did not answer.
On the train home, Jamie watched the city slide past the windows. Alexander held the pen case on his lap as though it contained something fragile.
“You're quiet,” Jamie said.
“I'm thinking.”
“Dangerous hobby.”
Alexander smiled faintly.
“Do you want to keep the connection?” Jamie asked.
“No. Not the way it began.”
“Then what's wrong?”
Alexander looked at the case. “That ridiculous pen is how we met. Without it, I might have remained the man you hated.”
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Jamie considered that. “I didn't hate you.”
“You called me an emotionally constipated corporate gargoyle.”
“Privately.”
“You said it while the conference microphone was on.”
“An unfortunate technicality.”
They both laughed, then fell quiet again.
Alexander traced the case’s edge with his thumb. “I don't want to lose what it represents.”
“You won't,” Jamie said. “We can keep the pen without keeping the weird neurological surprise attacks.”
“Fair.”
“And for the record, I fell in love with you after you learned to listen. Not because of a stationery malfunction.”
Alexander turned toward him. “You have a gift for romance.”
“I know. I'm available for wedding speeches.”
The word wedding hung between them. Jamie pretended not to notice how Alexander’s expression softened.
Back at the apartment, Alexander placed the pen on the dining table. Jamie sat opposite him with a notebook, determined to make a list.
“Pros of ending the connection,” Jamie announced. “Privacy. Predictability. No surprise interruptions during shareholder meetings.”
Alexander nodded. “Compelling.”
“Cons: we lose our weirdest party trick.”
“We were never demonstrating it at parties.”
“You're no fun.”
“Correct.”
Jamie tapped his pencil against the notebook. “There's one more pro. We get to choose what we feel and when we share it.”
Alexander’s expression changed. “That matters.”
“Yeah. It does.”
The early weeks had been funny only in retrospect. Alexander had been frightened and embarrassed, and Jamie had not understood the effect of his actions. Once he learned, he had pushed the boundaries before they talked honestly.
Jamie reached across the table. “I owe you another apology.”
“For what?”
“For treating your reactions like a joke after I knew you couldn't control them. I thought I was getting even with a boss who made me miserable.”
Alexander took his hand. “I wasn't kind to you at work.”
“That's true.”
“I don't want to be that man again.”
“Then don't.”
Alexander nodded. “And I accept your apology.”
They returned to Rowan’s shop the following afternoon. Rowan removed the tiny paired component from Alexander’s cuff link and sealed it in a protective case.
He performed several tests to confirm the link no longer responded. Jamie handled the pen while Alexander stood beside him, completely unaffected.
“Anything?” Jamie asked.
“Nothing.”
Jamie turned the pen in his fingers. “How about now?”
“Still nothing.”
“Wow. I'm almost offended.”
Alexander caught his hand gently. “I can still feel this.”
Jamie looked at their joined fingers and smiled.
Outside, sunlight struck the pavement after a week of rain. The city seemed almost absurdly ordinary.
They celebrated with pizza at a corner restaurant. Alexander removed his jacket, rolled up his sleeves, and accepted a paper napkin from Jamie without complaint.
“You've changed,” Jamie observed.
“I've been informed.”
“Soon you'll start wearing sneakers.”
“Let's not be reckless.”
Jamie laughed so loudly the neighboring table glanced over.
That evening, they put the pen inside a small glass display box on Alexander’s bookshelf.
Jamie wrote a label and slid it beneath the base.
THE PEN THAT ALMOST GOT US BOTH FIRED.
Alexander studied it. “That's not entirely accurate.”
“Neither is your company’s motivational poster.”
Alexander turned the label around and wrote something on the back.
THE PEN THAT HELPED ME FIND YOU.
Jamie read it, suddenly quiet.
“That's disgustingly sweet,” he said.
“I've been practicing.”
Jamie kissed him. No strange connection answered. No mysterious object decided what either man should feel.
Only the warmth of a choice freely made.
Later, Jamie found Alexander standing before the display case, looking thoughtful.
“What if we don't need magic anymore?” Jamie asked.
Alexander turned and held out his hand.
“We don't,” he said. “We have something better.”
Rowan sent them a written record of the deactivation, along with a request to keep the experimental component out of circulation. Alexander agreed and asked that the remaining materials be stored safely.
Jamie examined the paperwork. “Imagine telling our future children that our relationship began with a discontinued engineering prototype.”
Alexander looked up sharply. “Future children?”
“I said imagine. Don't commission a nursery.”
“I wasn't going to.”
“You had that expression.”
“What expression?”
“The one you wear before acquiring a company.”
Alexander laughed. “Perhaps I was imagining a future with you.”
Jamie set the paperwork aside. “Well, that part is allowed.”
They stayed at the table a while longer, talking about ordinary possibilities: vacations, friends, work, and a home where neither had to ask permission to belong.
Jamie stepped into his arms, and neither of them looked at the pen again that night.
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