"Five Alphas Broke Me—Now They Want Me Back" Chapter 4 — I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE NO ONE
Gideon called an emergency hearing at dawn.
Elliot arrived wearing a high-necked sweater borrowed from the night nurse. The fabric hid the bruise, but not the stiffness in his movements.
Five Alphas waited on the opposite side of the council chamber.
None looked rested.
Damien stood when Elliot entered. Elliot walked past without acknowledging him.
Gideon examined the nurse's report. “The resonance ritual was unauthorized. It proceeded after Elliot withdrew consent. That is a violation of covenant law.”
Sebastian rose. “We believed the procedure would reveal whether the bond was genuine.”
“Belief is not permission,” Gideon said.
Ryder's jaw tightened. “We stopped it.”
“After he was injured.”
Silence followed.
Elliot had never heard anyone with authority say those words on his behalf. He held them carefully, like something fragile.
Gideon turned to him. “What remedy do you request?”
Elliot unfolded the petition he had written through the night.
“I want the choosing canceled.”
A councilwoman inhaled sharply.
“The law requires a spouse,” Gideon said.
“Then the law is wrong.”
Damien moved as though to speak, but Elliot continued.
“I also want an independent investigation of the eastern ambush. Not one controlled by the heirs or their families.”
Sebastian's face changed. He recognized the language from the statute he had shown Elliot.
“And I want the right to live outside the north wing.”
Gideon read the petition. “You are requesting protected status under the Free Wolf Accord.”
“Yes.”
“That accord has not been invoked by a Moonbound Omega in generations.”
“Then it's overdue.”
A murmur rose from the benches.
Gideon silenced it with a glance. “The council will deliberate.”
Elliot waited in a side room while elders argued behind closed doors. Through the wall, he heard the word precedent again and again.
A knock sounded.
“Elliot?” Lucas called.
He didn't answer.
“I know you're in there. I just want to talk.”
Elliot stared at the handle. “I don't.”
A long pause followed.
“Okay,” Lucas said quietly. “I won't come in.”
His footsteps retreated.
Elliot hated that the simple act of being listened to made his eyes sting.
The council returned an hour later. Gideon announced that the choosing would be postponed pending investigation. Elliot would receive separate quarters and a guard of his choosing.
The marriage requirement remained unresolved.
“Your request for permanent release requires a vote of the five bloodline houses,” Gideon said.
Elliot laughed before he could stop himself.
The five men who had hurt him would decide whether he could leave them.
“How convenient.”
Gideon accepted the rebuke without protest. “I will seek an alternate interpretation.”
Afterward, Elliot moved into a small cottage near the western gardens. The building belonged to the pack, but it had its own lock and a kitchen with blue cupboards.
The night nurse, Mara, helped carry his belongings.
“It's not much,” she said.
Elliot looked at the narrow bed, the window over the sink, and the door he could close himself.
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“It's enough.”
Mara placed a medical form on the table. “You can choose who treats your injuries. Adrian has no automatic access to your records.”
“Thank you.”
She hesitated. “You know, you don't have to prove you were brave. What happened was wrong even if you were frightened.”
Elliot looked down at the form until the words blurred.
That evening, Damien appeared at the garden gate carrying a folded coat.
Elliot recognized it as the one he had left in the sanctuary.
“May I come closer?” Damien asked.
The question sounded strange in his mouth.
“No.”
Damien stopped. He placed the coat on the gate and stepped back.
“The council is reviewing the ritual,” he said. “I've given them my statement.”
“Good.”
“I told them I ordered it.”
“You did.”
Damien flinched, almost imperceptibly.
“I never intended for you to be hurt.”
Elliot wrapped his arms around himself. “You intended for me to obey.”
Damien had no answer.
“Please leave.”
For a moment, Elliot feared the Alpha would refuse. Then Damien inclined his head and walked away.
Elliot waited until he was out of sight before retrieving the coat.
Inside one pocket lay a small silver clasp from the broken collar. Damien had apparently forgotten it was there.
Elliot carried the clasp to the kitchen table and set it beside his petition.
He considered throwing it away. Instead, he sealed it in an envelope as evidence.
He would not allow anyone to turn what happened into a misunderstanding that could be erased with flowers.
Later, the bond stirred beneath his ribs, five distant presences tugging at a place he wished were empty.
He pressed a palm against his chest and whispered to his wolf, “We don't have to choose them.”
For the first time, his wolf did not protest.
That night, Ruth Bell came to the cottage carrying a stack of old legal commentaries. Elliot cleared a place for them beside the stove.
“I heard what you said to Gideon,” she told him.
“Half the pack heard.”
“Good. People should hear that laws can be questioned.”
They studied the oldest translation of the covenant. Elliot pointed to the crossed-out phrase he had photographed. Ruth compared it with the original text.
“This is significant,” she said. “The earliest version does not say the Omega must accept a husband. It says the houses must offer protection until the Omega freely chooses.”
“That's the opposite of what Gideon announced.”
“Not quite the opposite. But it changes who has the power to say no.”
Elliot traced the faded lettering. “Who changed it?”
“That's what we need to learn.”
A knock interrupted them. June stood outside with a small parcel.
“Delivered from the Blackwood residence,” she said.
Inside was a new collar, this one made of polished silver with a delicate moonstone. A card bore Damien's handwriting: To replace what was broken.
Elliot stared at the gift. It was expensive, carefully chosen, and entirely wrong.
“He thinks I want another one,” he said.
Ruth said nothing.
Elliot placed the collar back in its box. “Please return it. Tell him I don't want to wear any collar.”
June nodded.
After she left, Ruth watched Elliot carefully. “That was difficult.”
“It shouldn't have been.”
“No,” Ruth agreed. “It shouldn't.”
Elliot returned to the covenant. The letters were old and the meaning uncertain, but for the first time he could see a path that did not end with surrender.
He worked until the stove burned low, marking every passage that mentioned a choice, a promise, or a refusal.
By midnight, his petition had grown into an argument the council would have to answer.
In the morning, Elliot met Naomi Hart for the first time. She arrived without a pack escort and introduced herself simply as an investigator.
“Do you work for Gideon?” Elliot asked.
“No. My contract is with the regional tribunal. Gideon can dismiss me from the property, but he cannot change my findings.”
Elliot considered that. “Then I want to give you something.”
He handed her the anonymous warning from his phone and the photograph of the altered covenant. Naomi examined both without interrupting.
“Where did you find the original?”
“In the archive. Before Sebastian tried to restrict access.”
“May I keep copies?”
“Yes. But I want a receipt.”
Naomi smiled faintly. “You're learning.”
“No,” Elliot said. “I'm remembering that I was allowed to ask.”
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