"Five Alphas Broke Me—Now They Want Me Back" Chapter 5 — THE OMEGA WHO STOPPED CRYING
The change began with small things.
Elliot stopped looking toward the training grounds when Ryder's patrol returned. He stopped checking the infirmary schedule for Adrian's name. He no longer saved the sweetest portion of breakfast because Lucas once said he liked it.
He returned the library books Sebastian had recommended and removed Damien's crest from the chain around his wrist.
None of these acts made the bond disappear.
They did, however, make the days bearable.
Mara found him on the cottage steps repairing an old wooden planter.
“Since when do you garden?” she asked.
“Since I discovered plants don't ask me to explain myself.”
She laughed and handed him a packet of winter seeds.
For the next week, Elliot worked in the greenhouse beside the west wall. He helped elderly pack members carry firewood, learned to repair broken irrigation pipes, and took long walks accompanied by a guard named June.
June rarely spoke unless spoken to. Elliot appreciated that.
One afternoon, Ryder appeared beside the greenhouse with a basket of tools.
“I heard the latch was broken,” he said.
“June fixed it yesterday.”
Ryder looked at the perfectly functioning latch. “Right.”
Elliot returned to his seedlings.
“Your shoulder,” Ryder said. “Is it healing?”
“It is.”
“Good.”
Ryder stayed where he was. The silence grew uncomfortable.
Finally he said, “My brother's name was Caleb.”
Elliot's hands stopped.
“He used to bring you coffee after night shifts,” Ryder continued. “I thought you were using him to get information.”
“Caleb was kind to me.”
“I know that now.”
Elliot looked up. “Do you?”
Ryder's face tightened. “I'm trying.”
“Then try somewhere else.”
The Alpha left the tools beside the gate and walked away.
Elliot did not call him back.
On Thursday, Sebastian sent a letter acknowledging that the confinement clause in his earlier document had been improperly presented. He enclosed the complete legal text and offered access to an independent advocate.
Elliot accepted the advocate. He returned the letter unsigned.
On Friday, Adrian submitted corrected infirmary logs to the council. The records confirmed that Elliot had been collecting bandages at the healer's request during the disputed seventeen minutes.
The correction came with a note: I should have spoken sooner.
Elliot placed it in the evidence folder.
Lucas approached him on Saturday near the bakery. The youngest Alpha held two paper cups and looked unusually nervous.
“I remembered you like cinnamon,” he said.
“I do.”
He offered a cup. Elliot didn't take it.
Lucas lowered his hand. “I was cruel because everyone else was. That's not an excuse.”
“No,” Elliot agreed. “It isn't.”
Lucas swallowed. “Do you hate me?”
Elliot considered the question.
“I don't know you anymore.”
Lucas's smile broke. Elliot walked past him into the bakery, where the owner greeted him by name.
The next day Damien requested a private meeting through June. Elliot declined. Damien sent no second request.
For the first time, the five Alphas were learning what Elliot's silence meant.
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At the council archive, independent investigator Naomi Hart examined the recovered border map. She was a Beta from a neighboring pack and owed the Blackwoods nothing.
“The access signature is yours,” she told Elliot, “but the time stamp is unusual.”
“How?”
“It was added after the patrol was attacked.”
Elliot leaned forward. “Can you prove that?”
“Not yet. I need the original server logs.”
Sebastian had insisted those logs were corrupted.
Naomi tapped the map. “Someone wanted the council to find this.”
Elliot's heart beat painfully. “Then someone knows I didn't betray them.”
“Possibly more than one person.”
He walked home through falling snow, the evidence folder tucked beneath his arm. At the cottage, five wolves stood across the garden path.
Damien had apparently called them together. None crossed the fence.
“We need to speak with you,” Damien said.
“No.”
“Elliot,” Ryder began.
“I have spent weeks speaking. You never listened.”
Sebastian looked at the folder. “Is that from the investigation?”
“Yes. And you can request the findings through the council, like everyone else.”
Lucas took a hesitant step. “We just want to know whether you're okay.”
Elliot opened the cottage gate.
“You don't get to know everything about me anymore.”
Adrian closed his eyes.
Damien said, “The ceremony may still happen. You will eventually have to choose.”
Elliot turned back.
“Then hear my answer now.”
The five men fell silent.
“I won't choose any of you.”
A gust moved through the bare trees. Something inside Elliot's chest loosened, as though an invisible knot had finally been cut.
Across the path, all five Alphas reacted at once.
Ryder gripped the fence. Lucas pressed a hand to his sternum. Adrian went pale. Sebastian stumbled against the gatepost.
Damien stood perfectly still, but the gray in his eyes flashed silver.
Elliot felt the bond recoil, not break. For the first time, its pain seemed to travel away from him instead of toward him.
He stepped inside and shut the door.
On the other side, five powerful wolves remained standing in the snow, unable to understand why the loss of someone they had rejected felt like the beginning of the end.
Later that night, Elliot wrote a letter to his mother, who had died when he was sixteen. He had not written one in years.
Dear Mom, he began. I thought finding my mates would mean I wouldn't have to be lonely anymore.
He stared at the sentence. Then he crossed out mates and wrote people.
The word felt less magical and more honest.
He described the greenhouse, Mara's kindness, June's quiet company, and the way Ruth always brought too many books. He did not describe the sanctuary. His mother could not read the letter, but he still couldn't bear to imagine her knowing.
At the bottom he wrote: I am learning that being wanted is not the same as being safe.
He folded the page and tucked it into a drawer.
Outside, a low howl carried across the garden. It was Lucas's wolf. Elliot recognized the note immediately, and that recognition irritated him.
Another howl answered, deeper and angrier. Ryder. Then came a third, distant call from the direction of Blackwood Manor.
The bond pulled at his ribs. He placed both hands against the counter and waited for the sensation to pass.
He could have opened the door. He could have stepped into the snow and let them see how much their voices still affected him.
Instead, he filled the kettle and made tea.
When the kettle whistled, the howling had stopped.
He sat beside the window with his cup and watched snow gather on the greenhouse roof.
The silence did not feel empty. It felt earned.
Before bed, he wrote one final sentence on the back of his petition: I will not trade my freedom for the chance to be loved.
He left the page where he would see it in the morning.
At breakfast the following morning, Elliot found five unopened envelopes stacked outside his door. Each bore a different family seal.
He carried them inside and placed them beside the evidence folder.
He did not open them. Not because he wanted to punish anyone, but because he had promised himself one full morning without letting the five Alphas decide how he felt.
He ate toast, watered the plants, and watched the sun reach the windowsill.
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