"Five Alphas Broke Me—Now They Want Me Back" Chapter 17 — MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU
Spring arrived slowly in Blackthorn Ridge. Snow retreated from the lower trails, and the greenhouse filled with seedlings waiting for warmer soil.
Elliot spent mornings at the market and afternoons helping June restore the old orchard. He had begun sleeping through the night more often. Some days the scent of cedar still brought back the Moon Chamber. On those days, he opened a window and let fresh air in.
The five heirs did not disappear from his life. They also did not gather at his door demanding an answer.
Damien supervised repairs to the eastern homes damaged during Voss's attack. Ryder trained a new civilian protection team under outside oversight. Adrian worked with the healers' board. Sebastian published the corrected legal records. Lucas helped reopen the community center.
Elliot watched their work without pretending it erased what had happened.
One afternoon, he asked all five to meet him in the orchard. He invited June to remain nearby, but asked her not to speak for him.
The five arrived separately. Damien brought no guards. Ryder left his weapons in his truck. Adrian carried no medical bag. Sebastian had left his council pin at home. Lucas looked so nervous he nearly tripped over a root.
Elliot stood beside a newly planted apple tree.
“I asked you here because I'm tired of everyone guessing what I want,” he said.
No one interrupted.
“I am willing to find out whether there's something between us worth rebuilding. That isn't forgiveness. It isn't a promise to marry anyone.”
Damien nodded. “We understand.”
“Then listen to my conditions.”
He took a folded sheet from his pocket.
“First, no one uses the mate bond to track me, pressure me, or demand my attention. Second, no one touches me without asking. Third, my work, my friends, and my home remain mine.”
Ryder said, “Agreed.”
“I'm not finished.”
Ryder shut his mouth.
“Fourth, you don't compete by humiliating each other. I won't be responsible for managing five jealous wolves. Fifth, if I say stop, everything stops.”
Lucas nodded so vigorously that Elliot almost smiled.
“Sixth,” Elliot continued, “you keep doing the work you've started even if I never choose you.”
Adrian spoke softly. “That is fair.”
“Seventh, I get to date one of you, more than one of you, or none of you. I won't make decisions on a deadline.”
Sebastian looked toward the young tree. “And if one of us decides he can't share?”
“Then he tells the truth and leaves respectfully. I won't be punished for someone else's limits.”
Damien took a long breath. “I can accept that.”
“Can you accept it when it hurts?” Elliot asked.
“I'll have to prove that.”
Elliot folded the paper. “Yes. You will.”
The first test came sooner than expected.
Lucas asked Elliot to a small music night at the community center. Elliot agreed. They sat near the back, listening to a local singer perform songs about mountain roads and homesickness.
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Halfway through, Lucas reached for Elliot's hand, then stopped.
“May I?” he whispered.
Elliot considered the question and placed his hand in Lucas's.
Across the room, Ryder had come to deliver equipment for the event. He saw them and froze.
Elliot watched him turn away, breathe slowly, and continue carrying chairs. He did not glare or interrupt.
After the performance, Ryder approached them with two empty cups.
“Good show,” he said.
“It was,” Elliot replied.
Ryder looked at their joined hands, then back at Elliot's face. “I hope you had a good evening.”
“I did.”
“I'm glad.”
He left before the words could turn into a demand.
A week later, Elliot invited Adrian to walk with him along the river. They spoke about books, weather, and the medical ethics training Adrian had begun teaching.
At the bridge, Elliot stopped. “I still remember you looking away when I asked for help.”
Adrian's face tightened. “I remember too.”
“Sometimes I want to be close to you. Sometimes I can't stand being near you.”
“You don't have to make those feelings consistent for my comfort.”
Elliot stared at the river. “I wish you'd said something like that before.”
“So do I.”
They walked home without touching. Elliot felt no pressure to call the afternoon a success.
Sebastian's turn came unexpectedly. He asked Elliot to review the new rights handbook before it went to print.
Elliot marked several phrases that still sounded like permissions granted by the council rather than rights held by individuals.
Sebastian revised them in front of him.
“You used to argue with me about everything,” Elliot observed.
“I used to argue because I was afraid of being wrong.”
“And now?”
“Now I'm afraid of being wrong and doing harm because of it.”
Elliot looked at him for a long moment. “That's a better fear.”
Damien asked for nothing for nearly a month. He continued working on the rebuilding fund and attended every public review of his conduct.
When Elliot finally invited him to dinner, Damien stared at the message for so long that Lucas accused him of forgetting how to read.
They met at a small restaurant on the edge of town. Elliot chose the table and paid for his own meal.
Damien did not argue.
“What would you have wanted to do if you hadn't been raised to lead?” Elliot asked.
Damien looked startled. “Build houses, perhaps. Something where you can see whether the walls are straight.”
“You're terrible at measuring,” Elliot said, remembering the greenhouse repairs.
Damien laughed. It was a low, surprised sound.
Elliot liked it. He did not tell Damien yet.
By the time the orchard bloomed, Elliot had spent time with each of them. He had also spent many evenings alone, drawing plans for the greenhouse and visiting Mara at her recovery lodge.
The bond no longer felt like a chain pulling him toward five men. It felt like five doors he could choose to open or leave closed.
One night, he stood beneath the apple blossoms and admitted something to himself.
He wanted to open them.
He was not ready to walk through all five. But wanting no longer felt like surrender.
Elliot also tested a harder boundary with Damien. After dinner, Damien offered to drive him home. Elliot accepted, then changed his mind when they reached the car.
“I'd rather walk,” he said.
Damien glanced at the darkening road. Elliot saw concern gather in his expression, followed by the old impulse to argue.
“All right,” Damien said at last. “Would you like me to call June so she knows you're on your way?”
“I already texted her.”
“Then have a good walk.”
Elliot stepped away, waited for the familiar sting of being challenged, and felt none.
At the corner, he turned back. Damien was still beside his car, but he had not followed.
The next morning, Elliot told June what had happened.
“Did you want him to follow?” she asked.
“No. I wanted him to let me leave.”
“And he did.”
“Yes.”
Elliot smiled into his coffee. It was a small thing to everyone else. To him it was evidence that the future could be different from the past.
He wrote the moment down, not because Damien had earned a reward, but because Elliot wanted to remember what safety felt like when it was ordinary.
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